Redesigning Danica

The End

2010-07-10T11:24:00.001-06:00

I'm sure you've all realized by now that I'm not writing anymore. I've been taking a break, and I've decided to stop. I have some decisions to make this summer, but won't be doing that on here. Everything is still up in the air, and there's really no point to write about it. I'll be keeping the blog up for myself. I got what I could get out of this blog, although only part of what I wanted from it.

To the few of you that actually read this, thank you for being there for me, and giving support and advice when I needed it. I appreciate you.

Taking a break

2010-05-24T16:10:00.002-06:00

I’m going to take a break from the blog for a while.

I’m not sure how long it will be. Writing hasn’t been on my side lately, and I’ve felt uninspired. I am also taking a break from painting any furniture as I want to concentrate on my On Spec work. That’s the closet thing I’ve got to a job right now, although I did send in my resume for our town library last week. The end date for the job isn’t until the 27th, so I won’t hear anything right away.

I haven’t felt any need to write lately, and that’s really the main reason to have a blog. I’ll still use my Twitter account. You can see my updates on the right side of this page, or if you like, you can “follow” me. I can probably deliver more in 140 characters than I can in an entire post on here. I will also be on Facebook, usually so often that I should have a parking spot. If you have Facebook, look me up. I will still check out your blog and I will leave comments. I’m not switching into radio silence. Just remember, I will still have an internet presence.

Again, I’m not sure when I’ll be back here. Inspiration may happen in a week, a month, who knows?

Bye for now.

Edit: For Empire Avenue - EAVB_KREDFLZGRV

One to sell, one to keep

2010-05-17T22:32:00.001-06:00

I’m hoping this makes up for my earlier flub. I completed both table projects earlier this afternoon, waited for them to dry, replace the hardware and door for one, put the other one back together, and grabbed my camera.

I kept the sides of the table bare to show the original wood colour. I may still paint them white, but I think this is an interesting look.

Finally!

Close-ups on some of the distressing.

The blue side table makes its way into my room! And I finally put pictures up. I don’t think I’ve put pictures of my bedroom on here since after I was done painting. I’ve done a ton of decluttering and it’s finally getting to a place where I’m happy with it. The blue/brown bureau on the left will most likely get painted. The bottom drawer is the colour I painted in the bathroom, and I’m going to spray on of the drawers the bright blue of my side table.

I bought the headboard from the thrift store for $5. I don’t yet have a bed frame, one out of two ain’t bad. I’m holding off until I get my own place, because I may just buy a new bigger bed. Unless I find something really cheap on Kijiji, I’m good for now.

The other side of my (now clean enough to show on the blog) room.

Crud

2010-05-17T14:15:00.001-06:00

I had a post. A good post, if I do say so myself. I had worked on it for a while, and was looking for pictures to complete it. I had not saved it as a draft. Why? I’m not sure, especially since I had two very good chances to do so. This bites, and I’ve got to get some work done anyway. Sorry folks, perhaps tomorrow.

One more layer

2010-05-13T13:49:00.001-06:00

I feel productive today. I painted one more layer of paint on the side table I’ve been working on, and sprayed some white spray on the corners this morning. I’ve also been working on a table for myself, spraying it a nice bright blue that I wanted to try out. Looks good, very summery. I’ll put some pictures up when the tables are finished.

I admit I went through the doubting phase that (I hope) everyone goes through when working on a project. Only seeing the before and after on a blog isn’t the whole picture. There’s the section of the project where the object is completely hideous(or at least, not really pleasant to look at). Nobody sees that on others’ blogs. It’s understandable to not want to show it.

I wanted to stop. I looked at it and thought, yick. I can’t comfortably sell this to someone. Funny how one coat of paint can change that. I haven’t decided if and how much I’m going to distress it, but I’m going to need finer sand paper anyway.

Not A Writer

2010-05-10T21:48:00.001-06:00

Ever have moments(or days) when you’ve actually done stuff over the past few days, but still have nothing to write about? Not that I have nothing worth writing about, just can’t think of anything good enough to put on here. I don’t want to offer you a subpar blog. I’m not a writer, I never claimed to be. That’s why my grammar isn’t that great, and I only spell well because spellcheck gives me those nice red wavey lines.

The few things I did over the weekend are not unimportant to me, but I still fight to write anything. I don’t like having a five day gap between posts, but I find it difficult to write every day. Even every second day can be hard.

This weekend, I enjoyed a book reading from an author friend of mine, went out to dinner with a group of friends and previously mentioned author after said reading, baked some cookies for mom on Mother’s Day, and spent time with my dad before he flew out to Montreal for the week. Tomorrow, Lila and I are going to walk around her neighbourhood.

I’m “training” myself to get up early again. I’m afraid I’ve lost the part of my brain which tells me there’s something to wake up for. I tell myself, “just ten more minutes”, but since my alarm shuts off, that ten minutes can turn into two hours. I worry that when I get a job, I won’t be able to properly wake up for it. I’m not sleeping well. I think I need a new bed and pillow. I can’t get comfortable and wake up with a headache. And I’ve been having dreams. Dreams that I remember, which hasn’t happened in a while.

Oh, and I didn’t get the job at the furniture store. Not feeling bad about it, they’ll keep my resume for future positions.

I can’t believe it

2010-05-05T17:41:00.001-06:00

I missed my 200th blog post. I remember looking at my numbers last week, noticing I was at 198 and thinking I should do something big for my 200th. This is post 201, and I feel silly. It’s kind of funny, right? I’m amused. So I guess I’ll just have to make a big deal out of this one. (Though I couldn’t find a 201 picture!)

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I started this blog back in September of 2007 to keep my family in the loop while I was at college in Red Deer. After school ended, I kept it going while I figured out what I wanted to do with my life(still working on that one). For many of you, you’ve been with me through it all. School, classes, projects, homework, boyfriend ups and downs, my own self-doubts, Vancouver, acting work, my break-up, and finally coming home. For those of you who are newer, I can be a bit of a drama queen, but I’m working on it. I have had less and less bad days, and I’m doing a ton better than I was even just last year. I’ve risen from the ashes of my previous relationship, and although I was a bit of a cow to some wonderful people, it’s only because I was going through a terrible relationship.

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So even though I don’t have a job(hopefully this will change soon) or much money for that matter, I am still keeping positive about my future. I am learning to love myself again, and reuniting with my parents, my friends and my cats(yes, they count too) is making me a better person every day. I do miss certain people in Vancouver, but am glad that they both have blogs so I can check in on them. I don’t regret anything that happened in Vancouver, because it got me to the place I’m in now. I figured out what I was passionate about and was lucky enough to meet some amazing role models. I still harbor doubts at times, but that’s normal and I’m getting far better at shutting those bad thoughts down.

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In celebration of my 201st post, I wanted to go back and check out my goals for this year. I wanted to see how I’m doing so far.

My goals for 2010 are...
- find a job (One huge step closer with the wonderful interview I had on Monday!)
- save money (this is coming along slowly, but I’m lucky to not have any bills right now)
- live at home until I'm financially comfortable enough to find my own place (same story as above)
- learn things around the house(ex. renos, plumbing, carpentry) and challenge myself (I’ve learned how to tape drywall & change a faucet while continuing to expand my sanding and painting skills)
- create projects for myself and maybe sell them if they're nice enough (not quite yet. I’m not happy with my current table project, but we’ll see)
- complete my correspondence redesign course (nope. Can’t get past a couple assignments in Unit B.)
- start and finish the professional organizer correspondence course when I can afford it (This will happen after I finish my redesign course)
- make a new layout for my blog(or find someone who can) that looks professional. Even if I don't plan to have a business, I'd still like it to be pleasing for others to read. (I’ve changed my blog layout, and I’m happy with it. That should be good enough reason for me to check this off)
- renew old friendships with people I haven't seen in years (I’ve done this, but just on Facebook so far)
- make new friends and expand my circle of business contacts (Met a few local people with blogs lately, and I look forward to meeting them in person in the future)
- read more books (Only occasionally reading. I put down a book after about 80 pages because I couldn’t get into it. I’ve since started a new one)
- learn how to drive(I only have my learners at the moment) (This will happen when I can afford proper driver’s training)
- make a 5-year plan (Sort of. Not really. Can’t check this one off yet. I only have a basic idea right now.)
- travel (if money and time permit) (Don’t think this will be happening this year, but I’m not worried. I’d rather be working hard at a job and save up to go somewhere really nice when I can afford it.)

I’m quite proud at what I’ve done in the first four months of 2010. What goals have you made for 2010? Are you able to check any off?

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A good Monday!

2010-05-03T22:31:00.001-06:00

I started off the day by getting a fabulous haircut. Hadn’t done anything with it since February, so it was definitely time, but an interview is as good a time as any, right? She curled my hair in a really cool way so I would look beautiful for the interview. I must learn how to do this because I feel simply gorgeous!

The interview went quite well. I should know something in the next couple weeks, but I’m positive I’ll at least get to the next level. She’s interviewing 10 people, but short-listing 5. I got so much information on the company, the people who work there, and (fingers crossed) my future job position. It sounds like a place I could really enjoy working at, and could grow within the company.

Also got to see Lila’s new apartment, and WOW does she have a million dollar view or what? Her and her fiancées new place is so nice, I’m thinking of looking for something in the same building. One step at a time, I still have to save up some money first. We got to chat about her future wedding, the bridal shower(I’m the Maid of Honour so I get to plan the whole shindig!), her fiancée and my ex(who are friends, so the future should be interesting) and other general girl talk. I can’t wait to move back into the city and see her more often.

I am keeping my eyes open for apartments, but only so I can see what’s available. There’s no way I could move out immediately, and I don’t want to. I would miss the cats, my parents and I still have so many things to do with the house. Nevertheless, I look forward to having my own place, decorating it in my style and working, working, working! I want to completely immerse myself in my career, so please keep your fingers crossed that I get this one!

In Need Of Some Colour

2010-05-01T22:00:00.000-06:00

Turns out, I really needed some colour on this blog. My new blog friend, Linda at Painted Whyte, sent me a few pictures so I could put a temporary header up. So many pretty pictures to look at, so I checked with my mom. I really trust her opinion, and we both agreed on this one. Thanks again Linda!

Rollercoaster Friday

2010-04-30T14:03:00.003-06:00

I feel so much better today. I had a bit of an emotional rollercoaster ride this morning. My things were returned to me last night by the ex and two of his friends. Thankfully, I didn’t have to see him or talk to him. So not ready for that!

I went out this morning to move the boxes in so I could go through them and found my grandmothers’ lampshade broken and torn(i.e.; cannot be fixed by ANY means). I proceeded to go on a rampage. I was angry. I cried. I wanted to put him in physical pain. Yes, I know it was an accident and yes, I know he tried*. Still not happy with him right now, but at least I called Lila and she talked me down. Not from a roof or anything, just in case anyone was worried.

After getting off the phone with Lila, I went through the last two boxes. There were only three**, and I felt like there should be more. I have far too much kitchen stuff for one person, but I love it. About five minutes ago, I realized that I am missing stuff, but I’m not angry. I just think it’s stupid funny and the boys probably packed some of my stuff with his stuff for space. Lila, I’m going to send you a message about what’s missing since you’re seeing him tonight, okay?

Now that that’s over, the good news. I was about to make lunch when the phone rang. I have a job interview (!!!) at a really nice furniture store*** in Edmonton, which is located about three blocks away from where Lila lives. So many reasons this job is awesome. After jumping around and screaming a bit(it’s been forever since I’ve had an interview), I called Lila and than my father. Mom stayed home from work today, so she got the news right after the call. I have a haircut right before the interview so I can look my best, then head over to Lila’s afterwards and see her new place. Monday is going to be so wonderful!

*This was learned from The Lila Phone Call.

**These were just the boxes. There was also my couch, kitchen table and four chairs. I brought one chair in, the rest are good and protected in the garage.

***Not going to reveal the name until I know if I’ve got it. Don’t want to jinx it. I’ve only told three people, but I’m hoping I have some good news to write for you Monday evening.

EDIT: Arg! I'm such a spaz. I totally forgot that there was a fourth box. I'm going to go open it now.

I lied before

2010-04-29T12:32:00.001-06:00

Whenever I kept telling everyone that I was just annoyed. The truth is, I’m angry.

Quick back story, because I can’t remember if I’ve mentioned it on here. Back in December, when my ex and I broke up, we came home from Christmas. Well, I came home for good. He went back to Vancouver in January. All my things were still in the apartment. I was “lucky” enough to have my suitcases stolen right out of our car(in our “secure” parking garage, no less). By the way, this happened the night before we were to drive home.

In those suitcases were a majority of my clothes and some other personal items. I took the high road and got over the loss of clothing. It’s just clothing, right? But there were a few select items that I would like to get back(however not possible it would be). A necklace, given to me by my mother when I was a child, a few pieces of clothing that were just really nice, and some other things.

To be honest, I did have too much clothing, and I was going to thrift a bunch of it when I got home. Someone just happened to do it for me before I could. But that’s not the point of my current story.

I can contributed most of the furniture in the apartment. Our kitchen table and chairs, the couch and chairs in the living room, and probably around 90% of what was in the kitchen. Baking sheets, mixing bowls, etc. Since it was a mutual breakup and we were still okay(at the time), and since there was no way I was getting all that stuff home at that point in time, he kept everything. So he could live in a functioning apartment. Because I was nice.

So when I heard he was moving back at the end of this month, I was happy. Not for him, I could care less. At this point, I really don’t ever want to see him. I accept that I will see him at Lila’s wedding, but that is nearly a year from now. I wanted my stuff back. I know it sounds materialistic, but I did.

It was supposed to arrive last Sunday(he was staying in Van for a for more days after his friends left with the furniture). The day of, my dad gets a text(since I’m not communicating with the ex, and he and my dad are friends, I told dad that he would be dealing with those details) saying they’ve had “troubles with the trailer”. No further details. I had no clue whether the trailer was still in Vancouver or if the troubles happened here. Nothing. Sometimes, you just gotta love how men “communicate”. I need more than three words, please.

It is now Thursday, and my things have been in someone’s garage(my dad forgets which one) for the past few days(I can only assume). It has been raining, so I understand them not want to come out in that weather. However, I am still allowed to be angry. I do not like being told that I can’t be angry when my things are sitting in limbo. I was excited on Sunday, and disappointment just swooped down on me.

It is the principle of the situation. I have no other reasons, and I have been “okay” with everything for far too long. I am angry, and there’s nothing you can do about it. It also irks me that I think the ex has been reading my blog. I haven’t said anything to Lila(they’re still good friends, although that hurts as well), because I have been “understanding”. Well, F that. I’m angry, frustrated and I want my stuff back. I needed to get that out of my head, and I don’t care about the consequences.

Oh, and K? I’m going to tell you something I should have said months ago.

Kindly remove yourself from my blogosphere. I don’t get to read what’s in your head, what in the hell makes you think you get to read what’s in mine?

Melmac and Sunshine

2010-04-24T16:45:00.001-06:00

Even though it’s overcast, it’s still been a good day so far. Mom and I went to Onoway to run a few errands and we got so much done. Recycling, groceries, and a trip to the thrift store! I nabbed one small teal Melmac bowl – they had a set of four small plates, so I might buy them later if they’re still there – and a vintage yellow pitcher than I plan to repurpose as a vase. I decided I needed more yellow in my bedroom(Thank you, Maria, for showing me the light!). More happy, more sunshine, all that good stuff.

The bowl is actually darker than this, but my camera is odd.

Mom spotted a garage sale sign after we left the store, so we drove over to the house. They had some really neat things, and I lucked out by finding a vintage phone table for $10! It’s beautiful, and I love it. I’ve always been a bit envious whenever I saw others’, but now I have my own. :o)

The family is going over to our neighbours’ house to celebrate a friend’s birthday tonight and I’m going to bake some cookies for the festivities from The Happy Bakers’ site. Erin is so creative when it comes to recipes, but I’m crushed because I can’t buy her cookbook at the moment. As soon as I have some constant income, I’ll buy it.

Side Table Project

2010-04-21T22:37:00.001-06:00

I have had a set of two side tables and a coffee table since January. Guess what I’ve done with them? Nothing.

Until this week.

On Monday, I kicked myself into gear and began stripping the two layers of red and green paint off of one of the side tables. I was considering refinishing them, but the wood isn’t very nice looking as I had hoped. Still, they will look very pretty when painted white.

Here are a couple before pictures. Just so you know, I nearly forgot to take before pictures. I raced out of the garage, back in the house and grabbed my camera. It was a close one.

I’ve finished all the sides, I just have to rub some paint stripper into all the curvy side bits. Than I’ll give it a good sanding. It is so gratifying to be in the garage working with my hands. Makes me feel strong.

My Humble Ablog -- er, abode

2010-04-18T11:40:00.001-06:00

Discovered an old post on Penelope Trunks' blog. It's about linking from one's blog. Not to say it's old information. In fact, I would say it's timeless. It still counts, and I definitely learned something from it.

Lately, I've been thinking about how to make this blog more interesting. It's alright, but I need more. And if the writer of the blog is getting bored, imagine how must the readers feel? My friend Lila, a wonderful photographer and computer whiz, is making a new header for me. Currently, she's also looking for an apartment and will be moving at the end of the month. I'm giving her a bit of leeway with my header for that.

I will link more. I will add more pictures. This blog needs colour. I will link to previous posts like Maria does. I know it works for me. I can spend way more time on a blog if I'm bouncing from post to post. I will be a better blogger this year. I will comment more often.

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I was pleased to see comments from House of Turquoise and High-Heeled Foot In The Door, simply because I linked to them. They seem like wonderful people and I couldn't believe they would come to my humble ablog- er, abode. So, thank you, ladies. And everyone else, thank you for coming. Hope you enjoy your stay. ;0)

Boosh!

2010-04-16T13:30:00.001-06:00

Well, what the hell? There I go, not writing again for a few days. I missed you, my dear readers. I really did. I'm getting over the feeling that I have nothing to say. Of course I have something to say! I never shut up. Really, anyone who's ever actually talked to me know this. (By the way, thanks for letting me rant occasionally, you-know-who-you-all-are)

I'm more or less procrastinating on working on the side table that I'm planning to strip(the paint, that is). I've no clue why, I'm just crazy that way. But I have been decluttering and organizing. I find I'm starting to get a bit obsessed with decluttering. Every time I walk through the house, I'm always keeping an eye out for something that can be donated or trashed. I have this wonderfully large pile of stuff in the living room currently that mom and I are going to drop off at the thrift shop in Onoway tomorrow. It's such a good feeling when you get rid of stuff from your house and there's this large space there where it once was. It's like clearing your mind. Very refreshing.

Mom asked me to go through part of the loft to find stuff and I filled an entire box. I think I'm getting good at this, and we have so much stuff. It's helping me, it's helping my parents, and it's helping the house. The house looks better. It looks bigger. I mean, we have a big house, but when you fill it with stuff, it starts feeling a bit tight. There are still Hot Spots, as FlyLady would say, but we're working on it.

Darn, I was on a roll, but I needed some music, got distracted and now my brain just went boosh! into a wall. Oh well, I've blathered enough for today. I hope everyone is doing wonderfully, I know I am!

New Theme

2010-04-12T18:34:00.000-06:00

Changed my blog theme because I was bored with the other one. Loved the blue, but it looked a bit young for what I wanted. Until I can find something I truly love, I'm sticking with basic white.

Butterscotch Buns

2010-04-11T18:15:00.000-06:00

Sounds like a cute nickname for your significant other, doesn't it? Maybe cute isn't the word. Nevertheless, I whipped out my "Company's Coming" book and made these earlier today. They're on page 84 of "Muffins & More" if you're curious. We're planning on having it for dessert tonight.

Feeding My Addiction

2010-04-11T14:30:00.001-06:00

Mom and I went on a bit of a blitz yesterday. You know the days where you're not really planning to shop, just check things out? Yeah, that's what it was supposed to be. But you know what? It was so much better than one of those days. We lucked out a couple deals, found some amazing vintage things and bought some treats for ourselves(well, the bathroom and kitchens).

First things first, it was insanely windy yesterday, so going out wasn't the smartest thing. But we are women, hear us shop. Around 9 am, we drove a very vocal Leonard to his vet appointment, and the poor guy made it through alive. Not very happy with us, but he was very brave when he got his temperature taken you-know-where and when he got his shots. We brought him home, then promptly left for the city, which is probably a good idea as Leonard was glaring at me the whole time. Could have been the drugs though, hard to tell.

Driving to the city, I kept hoping the Yaris wouldn't go flying off the damn road. Yikes. Just walking across the parking lot, I thought I was going to take flight. We made it into Jysk alive and did a once-over before going back to get some things. Mom spotted a pine wood cabinet for half its' original price, so she parked herself near it as I went back and measured the car to make sure it would fit. Thankfully, it was just big enough, so she bought it and we had it put in the car. I bought some new hardware for it as well, and I'm planning on painting it. It will eventually end up in our dining room, which right now is more of a fantasy for mom and I.

We had lunch, then headed over to Bed, Bath and Beyond. Now I had never been to BB&B before, and I had no clue Edmonton has three. When the heck did we get three of these? Anyhow, after we walked in, I decided it was my new favourite store. Everything was so pretty, laid out and organized. Kind of like my heaven, but I'm just weird that way. We found a very cool toilet paper holder, some boxes for towels in my bathroom(one medium, one large), some cabinet organizers and a dish drying mat.

We had almost made it home(had to pick up some milk) when I noticed the local vintage/antique store was open. We're rarely ever around when it's open, and even though the car was packed to the brim, I asked mom if we could take a look see. And oh the pretty. I love places like this, especially when they're so close to home. Previously, they had only taken cash so I had to deny myself some things. But now they took debit and credit cards, so I was happy to go a bit overboard. This is where my "addiction" comes in. I imagine it will be more qualified to be called that when I actually have income, but I'm not worried about that now. This is a perfectly healthy addiction.

Pyrex.

I love Pyrex. I adore all the colours, love the vintageness of it, and am willing to excuse it as an "investment". Not that I ever plan to sell them. They're an investment in my future, very colourful kitchen. In my imaginary dream house. Somewhere. At some point. I'll leave you with some pictures of what we picked up. I'm hoping to elicit some drool out of you, as that's what I get to do when I visit all of your blogs! ;o)

Starting from the top: A close-up of the pattern for my new towel boxes, the toilet paper holder, a fifties vase, a small Fire-King bowl with a diamond pattern, a small blue Pyrex bowl, a medium red Pyrex bowl, a large green Pyrex bowl, all three bowls together, and single shots of the vase and Fire-King bowl.

On Spec Magazine Freebie

2010-04-06T11:48:00.000-06:00

Canada's top science fiction and fantasy magazine has a freebie for you! On Spec Magazine is working together with Zinio, a company that offers digital versions of magazine and books, and they have the Spring 2009 issue available as a "Taste of On Spec". Go check it out, it's an amazing magazine. They've been around over 20 years and are highly regarded in the science fiction and fantasy writing and convention communities. Please click on the link and if you enjoy what you read, subscribe! You won't regret it. The quality of their stories is astounding.

TA-DA!

2010-04-05T22:03:00.002-06:00

What do you think? Did I bring the pretty? Still don't know what I'm going to put on it, but it's nice enough to be "naked" for a while longer.

I also put up the curtains for the vanity in the bathroom. Thanks to mom for the sewing skills! We did buy a cheap curtain rod, but it didn't work out. Hopefully, we can find another place for it in the house.

I ended up using push pins and pleating the fabric myself. Looks good to me, so I'm happy.

And just for fun, here's a picture of one of my adorable cats, Leonard. Just cuz.

Thrift Shop Saturday!

2010-04-03T18:03:00.002-06:00

Mom and I had a fabulous thrifting day today. We dropped off quite a few bags in the bins outside of the shop, then went in to see what treasures we could find. And we were lucky today. Mom found this beautiful Fireking creamer with gold trim for a steal of a price. I spotted a vintage-looking utensil holding metal box that can be hung on the wall. I don't think it's old, but it looks nice and makes sense with the style of the kitchen.

I went a bit overboard, as I usually only find one or two items. I found two different fabrics that I can turn into curtain. Mom suggested putting a small curtain in front of the vanity instead of the doors, which never closed quite right anyway. I found this nice green pattern, so hopefully it will work out. It may be temporary, as I'm looking for more of a bright floral, but we'll see.

Quick update on the bathroom! My parents both had yesterday off work, so we reinstalled both mirrors, my awesome medicine cabinet and the door. I really missed having a door on my bathroom. Now I just have to clean things up and I can start putting things back in. It's not done, but at least it's functional. Mom and I bought a couple of sheets of beadboard, which I'm going to paint and hang in the bathroom at some point. Still have to replace the floor, but not sure with what yet. Probably a different kind of lino. I just want a white floor, so I'm pretty easy when it comes to options. Anyway, that's the bathroom up to now!

Also, I found material to make curtains for my room. This one has nicely faded birds and flowers and the right colours for my room.

I was kneeling down to look at the bottom shelf and found myself a beautiful big breadbox and a lovely older cake plate. I'm going to put them both in my room, and use them for storage. Pretty, pretty storage.

I'm spray painting the cake plate white. Pictures to come when it's finished!

Found a great DIY project

2010-04-01T14:56:00.000-06:00

Just found this one on "High-Heeled Foot in the Door" and I think this is fabulous. The Martha Stewart line has arrived at Home Depot(at least in the US, not sure about Canada), but unfortunately doesn't have its' own paint deck. Not a problem for Camila, she simply made her own! (And it looks wonderful!)

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Weekend Recap

2010-03-30T17:15:00.002-06:00

Seems a bit odd to be doing a weekend recap on a Tuesday, doesn't it? Once I'm done writing this you'll understand.

I actually had a busy weekend, which these days is rare. Mom and I went to the Home & Garden Show on Saturday. Honestly, I'm getting a bit bored of these shows. They always have the same booths and I never really find what I'm looking for(if I happen to be looking for anything). Got to see Colin & Justin again, although being in a corner of a massive hall, things got quite echoey and I couldn't hear anything. Saw some pictures, which was nice, but I can easily see them online. I did get a couple of pictures. I was way in the back, but I stuck my camera above me and zoomed way in.

Before we got to the show, we had dropped by a girl's apartment to pick up a coffee table mom had bought from her on Kijiji. It's quite nice, I'm planning on keeping this one and I already know what colours I'm going to be painting it. Since the home show was a bust, this was the highlight of our day.

On Sunday, I was "kidnapped" by my friend Min, who was in town for the week. She's living in Vancouver right now and I hadn't seen her since before Christmas. We drove into Edmonton and a group of us went to Boston Pizza and talked the night away. After that, Min and I went over to her friends' place for more girl talk, which lasted all night. I think we left her place around 4:30. I haven't pulled an all-nighter in a very long time, but it was very much worth it. I did, however, sleep most of the day Monday. All in all, it was a great night.

New Pictures of the Bathroom!

2010-03-26T18:35:00.001-06:00

I'm sitting here watching "Jamie Oliver: Food Revolution" and shuddering occasionally. It's quite disgusting what kids eat these days. I know I eat some unhealthy things, but everything in moderation, right? I don't have much to write today, but I do have pictures. The bathroom is now a beautiful, bright and fresh green!

Now, I'm on the hunt for subway tiles. I understand they're not rare, but what is rare is low prices. I'm not rich by any means(hell, I don't even have a job!), but I don't think I could justify spending more than a specific amount for each square foot. I haven't on that number yet, but that's only because I haven't found it. Mom and I are going to the Home & Garden Show tomorrow, so hopefully we'll happen upon something.

Final Steps Before Painting

2010-03-22T20:23:00.001-06:00

Woke up this morning, and was greeted by "spring". Alberta spring.

Wouldn't it be fun to have the seasons change overnight? Just wake up on the first day of spring to birds chirping and flowers blooming. Oh well. We had really nice warm weather the past two weeks or so, then last week it turned cold again. Snow in spring is pretty normal here. Doesn't make me like it any better.

Luckily, I had some indoors work to attend to. I finished taping off the bathroom and sanded the walls to make them nice and scratchy so the paint sticks properly. I also mudded all the little holes in the walls and sanded those down after they dried. The pictures below are from two days ago, so you can't see all my snazzy sanding skills and the mortar around the bathtub. It's a pretty awesome messy room. That's why it'll be so exciting to make it pretty.

What a Difference a Weekend Makes

2010-03-15T10:48:00.000-06:00

The weekend started out a bit shaky, but it ended up pretty good. I had a tiff with The Momma, but we got past that. I really needed to get out of the house, so we went to Spruce Grove and did a bit of shopping. There was a hamper I wanted to look at for the bathroom, but we couldn't find it. Next time I'll bring the picture and ask an employee. I don't need it immediately, so it's not crucial. After that we went to Rona to look for paint chips. Mom had the idea to paint my bathroom a really pale yellow. I'm not a huge fan of yellow, but I was grumpy so I didn't really care at that moment. By that time we were picking them, I was feeling better and yellow didn't sound so bad.

I took a quick glance at the mistints to see if there was anything nice. There were a couple really bad greys, a bright Barbie pink, a terrible purple and about three skin toned colours. Yuck. This is usually what ends up in mistints. However, I did see a nice light seafoam green sitting in the middle of all the cans. I thought I could use it for future projects, maybe even the cabinet in my room. When we got home, after buying a couple shirts at Reitman's(very pretty ones on sale, btw) it came up in the conversation that this could be my bathroom colour. The funny thing is, when I was first planning this project, I wanted to go completely retro. But after realizing there was no way I was going to afford the exact vintage vanity that I wanted, I changed my plans. But the original colour I wanted in my little blue bathroom was a mint or seafoam green. So Saturday evening, I painted a small square just to take a look at it. It's definitely not a colour for everyone, but I love it. The bathroom right now is a dark navy blue, which has been fine for a while, but I want something brighter. This is bright, but calming. Now that I have colour, mom and I have to find tiles. I was waffling between 3x6 or 2x6 glossy white subway tiles, but I realize I was just second guessing myself. I always wanted 3x6. I'm not changing the vanity to the Ikea one I want because I don't have the money right now. The current vanity is fine and all, but it's been there for 20 years and it's too short. Not a huge deal, as long as it works, right? I'll buy a new vanity when I can afford it.

Speaking of affording things, I'm hoping to get a job soon. I attended a job fair at the Rona in Spruce Grove yesterday. It was pretty much a weeding process, but I'm confident I made a good enough impression to get an interview. I'm keeping my fingers crossed I get a call this week for one. The lady mentioned they need people in the paint department, which of course perked my ears right up.

Until than, I do have things to keep me busy. I must start cleaning out the bathroom. Pack all the non-essentials up and store them in the guest bedroom for now. I'm giving dad the shelving unit and mom the three-drawer bureau. Just getting those out is going to make the room seem much bigger. I have to get dad to help me take down the mirrors, but otherwise I can empty everything out on my own.

Also, I sent out a proposition to some of my friends to help me practice my E-Decorating/Redesign. I told them what I can offer and they'll send me pictures, measurements and a budget for me to work in. A few of them actually have rooms they want to work on, so a couple of my projects could end up being reality. I already had a few responses and there's one I can start on today(thanks Jane!). I'm really trying to challenge myself, as some of my friends need some organization tips before anything else. I intend to do all this work from home, mainly because of my situation, but also because I'm curious.

Mom and I bought some paint stripper at Rona on Saturday so I could start on a few peices of furniture we bought from a lady back in January. They're a dark red right now, and I'm going to try and refinish them. If all else fails, I'll paint them a pretty colour. This is all an experiment right now, but I'm happy to go for it. I love working with my hands, I find I get more satisfaction out of that. But enough talk, I should get off the computer and get to work! Chao, you fabulous people.

Three Ways To Lighten Up

2010-03-11T14:33:00.004-07:00

I recently--okay, about 20 minutes ago--discovered Paloma Faith. I found her on a blog, who found her on another blog, who found her on another blog, and so on and so on. This is why we love the internet. She has this wonderful and colourful video called, "Upside Down", which I'm going to post here. After my really dark and dreary previous post, I thought you all probably needed a bit of happiness.

I'm going to check out her site and find out more about her. She seems fun and colourful. Also, just for my own amusement, here's the link to those two Old Spice commercials with the guy on the horse.

Also, if you have a spare 20 minutes, this is a really cool video interview with the two guys who wrote the commercials. They actually go through and explain how it was made. So many awesome things one can do when filming. Enjoy!

Emptying the Contents of My Brain

2010-03-09T12:21:00.000-07:00

Watching House last night, I though a lot about blogging. The guest star Laura Prepon, played a patient who was a blogger who pretty much wrote anything and everything in her blog. I don't know how many people could do that. Even though I find a good catharsis in having my personal blog, I still have the tendency to keep things out of here. There are many things I keep swirling around in my head. There are some thing I only tell my parents, and there are some things I only tell my mom. My brain never stops thinking, especially when I'm trying to get to sleep, which I get is counter-productive. Once I stop keeping busy during the day, I have nothing else to do then think when I'm laying in bed. I'm sure this doesn't affect everyone, and perhaps it affects more people than even I know. Maybe it's a human condition. Anyhow, I don't think I'm alone in this, I don't believe I'm special. In fact, I never have. I've often thought that I'm not important, that nobody cares what I say or think, and my opinions are silly.

After all this, I think, why do I have a blog in the first place? It's a place where I throw my thoughts and opinions into the ether and hope that something comes back. Which it often does not. I shouldn't care about how many comments I get or how many followers I have, but I do. I care too much. This blog means more to me than it should be. I try not to put too many depressing posts on here, because I don't think people want to read about how miserable my life is. It's really not that bad, I just have bad days every so often. I can get by just fine usually. I don't post on the bad days. I don't want people to know if my life is going badly. I want to keep the outside view that everything is fine, even when it's not. Especially when it's not. But at the same time, I need to get my feelings out, and this is the only place I have(writing wise). I can always talk to my parents about anything, but my mom was correct when she told me to write. Get it out of your head and write. I have felt better after writing blog posts before, and that's why I haven't given up on this completely. For some of you, it's my only contact with you. It's the way we "met". I want to keep that connection. I can't go anywhere, I can't drive, I can't go out and have coffee with someone without having to wake up very early in the morning, go into the city with my parents and waste most of the day doing nothing for perhaps a one hour coffee "date" with a friend. This is why I need my own place in the city.

I love my parents and am very glad to be home but at the same time, I need my own place, my own things. I am a bit of a control freak to be honest, but this is not the main reason I need to get out of here. There is nothing near me but a cul-de-sack and the lake. Town is quite a walk from the house, and there's nothing to do when I get there. I'm not a person to leave my "nest", I'm a homebody. I didn't even leave the apartment much when I lived in Vancouver, and I had everything within a few blocks nearby. Even the ocean. I need a reason to go out, and I fear that if I leave my place, I'll spend money. That's one huge thing my ex didn't understand. I know it's irrational, but it's the way my brain works. If I leave, there's the possibility I could spend money. I had no money(I still don't), so not going out made sense to me. It did not make sense to go out and spend money on alcohol when he knew neither of us was working and had no incoming money currently. Wine, beer, whatever, seemed to me an unecessary expense. If you have to choose between groceries and wine, why would you buy wine? I resented him for that, and was glad we did not have a joint account. He spent money stupidly and didn't understand why I didn't want to go out. He was/is a partier, a drinker, something I never was. There have been couples that have one homebody and one partier, and they work. We, however, did not. We didn't understand each other. I feel as we if tried to understand, but it was like yelling at a wall. For over two years. We dated for three and a half, but the first year was great. We were in the honeymoon phase. Then I went to college, and he didn't feel like telling me about his jealousy issues.

The communication we had felt was so important earlier simply fell apart. Perhaps the relationship should have ended well before last December. I don't regret going to Vancouver, perhaps only going with him. I've convinced myself that if not for him, I would have never gone to Vancouver. I believed that he helped me up, supported me and gave me confidence to do things I usually wouldn't have. I'll never actually know, but would I have done things like gone to film school, and moved out of province? I ask myself these questions, but the rational part of me(what little there is) says, don't regret anything you've done in your life. These choices, whether they be mistakes or not, have led you to where you are in life. Now, understandably I didn't think I would be broke, unemployed and living with my parents at 25, but perhaps a year from now, I'll see that this was the best thing that could happen to me. I realize I'm extremely lucky to have parents that would take me in at any time, not make me pay rent(I will never understand that of other parents), realize that although I want to I don't have to help pay for groceries, and be there for me when I need them. I need this time to reinvent myself.

I'm quite thankful that I didn't have to find an apartment that I couldn't afford or find someone's couch to sleep on. But there are still so many things I would change in my current life. I definitely need a job, must save money and find my own apartment. I'm unhappy that it's March and I'm still not working. I had hoped to move out by late spring, but now it may not be until summer. I need income. I know that money is not the answer to everything, but it is the building block that I will use to begin rebuilding my life with. I will climb out of this hole if it kills me. I need to reclaim my independence, emotionally and financially. My needs are simple, I don't need some fancy condo with a pool and work-out room. I want a small apartment that I can make my own. With all my things(many of which are still in Vancouver, which I'm not happy about but had no choice in the matter). As I've said before - control. I need to take control of my life.

So how the hell am I supposed to do that?

If you've read this entire post, I thank you. If you have sage advice, I will gladly take it.

Faucet day and Oscar night

2010-03-07T22:59:00.000-07:00

I was going to write earlier today. I'll admit, I got a bit sidetracked. By an awards show. What was that called.....oh yeah, the Oscars. I thought they went well, with some slow parts. I didn't like Alec Baldwin and Steve Martin as hosts. I felt they were stiff, awkward and not funny. Neil Patrick Harris did a wonderful job with the opening song, and he really should have stuck around. He should have hosted. Just my opinion. Unlike others, I did like the speeches from former co-stars of the Best Actor and Actress categories. I like the dance to all the Best Songs, I thought it was clever. I didn't really get the lamp shade screen thing that kept coming down from the ceiling, but that may be me.

My dad and I changed my bathtub faucet today. We couldn't finish it completely(the pretty silver cover) because I have to re-tile around the bathtub and choose a paint colour for the walls. I really haven't put much thought into it in a while. But to the matter at hand. First, we had to remove this ugly thing.

After which we discovered this ugly thing. It's not rusted, it's something in our water.

We removed that, and replaced it with our shiny new one. It looks much better now. That's where the bathroom is in the reno stage. It's not a big step, but it'll get the ball rolling.

Sun, Ice & Snow

2010-03-01T17:29:00.000-07:00

The Olympics are over. What are we supposed to do for the next four years? I guess we'll all just get back to our lives now. Normal seems somewhat less interesting after watching these amazing athletes for two weeks. Makes me feel lazy. But than again, I am lazy. And most of the time, I'm okay with that.

I went for a walk today. The lake is still covered in snow and ice, albeit a bit melty, but I walked out aways to get a different perspective. Here is one of the pictures I took before going on the lake.

I posted my new url on Facebook, so anyone who has me as a friend hopefully saw it and changed their blogroll or bookmarks. I'm seriously hoping this doesn't blacklist me from blogrolls. I honestly didn't think of everything before I changed it. I think I have my bases covered(I updated the url on 20SB as well), but we'll see once I start getting some people back to the blog. I left a comment on all of my followers blogs, so they should know by now.

Well, back to reality.

Whoops!

2010-02-25T21:34:00.002-07:00

I did something a bit rash. I changed my url, mainly because I could and partly because I never actually used Something Precious as a title for this blog. I realized (after the fact) that if I was on your blogroll, I have now disappeared. If you could be so kind as to re-add me, I would really appreciate it. So sorry for the inconvenience.

http://redesigningdanica.blogspot.com/

Halfway Through My 20's

2010-02-23T13:43:00.007-07:00

Finally joined 20 Something Bloggers, something I had mentioned in a post months and months ago. I'm a bit annoyed right now because Blogger wasn't letting me move my side gadgets around, so the new box is at the top when it really should be in the middle somewhere. Yes, I'm aware I have huge problems in my life. This will ruin my day and I'm going to go curl up in a fetal position in my bed.

Okay, enough with the sarcasm, not that it ever really ends.

I've been lucky enough to be working on some videos for On Spec Magazine, which has brought in some money. It's not a full-time job or anything, but a paycheque is a paycheque and I'm glad to have them.

I was putting my laundry in the dryer earlier today and realized I felt happier than I usually do on the computer. Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike the computer. You're all here after all. I'm freaking lucky if anybody reads this, frankly. I don't know why I concern myself with getting readers when I'm not doing anything excited, I'm not really positive all the time, and I probably read like a big grump. I wouldn't want to read that. Or maybe I would, I'm odd like that.

I'd like to thank my 7 followers for sticking with me. You're all awesome people and again, I'm lucky to have you. I simply wish I had more to offer you. I thought things would be better by now. I thought I would be working. I haven't gotten much of anything accomplished and it's nearing the end of February. I'm starting to wonder if this year will be like the last. Minimal work, even more minimal pay, and me sitting at home on the computer all day. The difference is that here I don't have to pay rent(thankfully), and I have the company of two awesome cats(much better company than my ex back in Vancouver).

I haven't given up completely. If I had, I think I would have simply stopped posting and lay in bed all day, not caring if I got up or not. Not seeing a reason to. The most I do is stare at the ceiling for a few minutes after my alarm rings and wonder if there is a good enough reason to get up. For breakfast, if nothing else. So I'm better off than I could be, and I'm not depressed or anything. Just not motivated enough. But what can I do, really? I'm not in the city and I have to depend on my parents for everything. It pretty pointless to go anywhere in the daytime, so I don't. Some days the only sun I get is when I let the cats in.

I think that's enough rant for today, it's a lot to put on you. If you read this far, thanks for putting up with me. I don't need comments, that's just the part of me that needs reassurance people still care. I'm working on that.

Bon Appetit!

2010-02-21T14:40:00.007-07:00

Mom and I had a lovely day yesterday. We went for tea at a new place outside Onoway. It's this beautiful old stone house and the owners have spent many years fixing it up. We enjoyed tea, little sandwiches and tiny desserts. We than drove to the little grocery store and rented some movies. That's right, no Blockbuster here. Town's too small. The only "chain" we have is our Canada Post office. I quite like the town that way. Too many others get taken over with stores you can find anywhere.

But I digress.

We rented "Sunshine Cleaning" and "Julie & Julia". Both wonderful movies starring Amy Adams. (She's just fabulous, isn't she?) And I can't say enough of how much I adore Meryl Streep. I have waited near forever to see "Julie & Julia" because I wanted to watch it with my mom. It wouldn't have been right with anyone else. After those enjoyable couple hours, we watched "Driving Miss Daisy" on PBS. I can't remember if I had actually seen the entire thing before, or just clips, but it was so nice to see it. You could tell they lined up so many shots simply to show off the rooms, cars and houses in the movie. Everything was beautiful, and there was a kitchen in it I actually squeaked about. I just looked for about 30 minutes and I can't find any screen caps of the movie, never mind this specific kitchen.

Today, I made my first egg salad sandwich ever. Mom showed me how. Very tasty. I really had never had one until yesterday(at the tea house), which inspired our lunch today. Mom decided to make some bread, so it's upstairs rising right now. Should be yummy later.

We're also going to work on the deck today. Moving things to the garage, seeing what can just be trashed and generally making it look better. Because right now, it's not great. It was worse, but thankfully dad and I moved the shelving units into the garage and he's got a good thing going with them in there. He needs the storage. We're not going to do main parts of the project until summer because of the cold. But we can do things slowly over the next couple months, which is nice. Plus, it gets me outside and I need that right now. I stay in the house all day too often. But I'm working on it.

Still pondering the whole e-decorating thing. Mom is going to help me make a plan of things I should get done this year, and that could be on it.

New Ventures

2010-02-17T15:21:00.008-07:00

Question for you. Lately, I've been unemployed(as you well know if you've been reading this blog). This has left me a lot of time to be online, reading through design blogs, looking at DIY projects, and discovering new people and ideas. This is probably the best thing about being unemployed.

The worst thing is not making money.

One of the things that has kept popping up for me is something called "E-Decorating". I hadn't really discovered the proper name until today. This interests me somewhat, as I don't drive and am living outside of the city. It would be difficult and inconvenient for my parents and I if I started doing house-calls for redesign and organizing and I supposed whatever other talents I discover I can do in the future. To be completely truthful, I would love to have a job where I can work from home. I love home. The cats are here, my parents are here, my room is here. It's all good.

I'm putting forward a question to all of you that read my blog. A couple of questions actually. If I were to venture into this, would you be interested in what I have to deliver? What would you pay per room? Do you have enough belief in my skills to actually pay me for something I enjoy doing? That's important. I know I can do it, but in order to convince others to take money out of their wallets, they have to believe as well.

Edit: Debbie left a good question, of which I should have explained when I mentioned it.

What exactly is E-Decorating?

From what I've learned so far(and I plan to do more research), it's a way to have clients further out than your local area. Clients send the designer measurements of the room, what kind of style they're going for and pictures of furniture they want to keep. The designer than goes online and to stores to find fabric samples, paint chips, and pieces of furniture and decor to suggest to the client. I found an article from the Washington Post earlier today which has a good explanation and a picture of a box with all the examples of what you could get within said box.

I'm definitely doing a pared down version of what most people do. I can't do floorplans, but I supposed I can learn. You never know, might be fun. I plan to make a styleboard with pictures of furniture, accessories, paint colours and fabric on the computer. I can't get to the stores myself, so doing everything online works better. Most packs also include a shopping list, which should be easy to whip up. Which stores to go to, and how much things are.

This is also a good way to design because the client can do as much or as little as they choose. If they don't want to buy a certain lamp, there's no pressure. It's just a lamp I thought would look good in the room.

After I figure out exactly what I can do and do well, I'll let you know. I would love to hear what you think(and if you have a better definition of E-Decorating!), so please feel free to leave a comment. Thanks!

Recaplet of my weekend

2010-02-15T18:08:00.003-07:00

I had a wonderful weekend. Mom and I had a massive shopping day on Saturday, driving around to various thrift stores and finishing up with some groceries. I stocked up on t-shirts(which I needed, especially since I really only have long sleeve tops), but I also found some amazing vintage bowls and plates. I haven't taken pictures yet, but I'm planning to set up an Etsy store, so you'll see them eventually. I really had more to say, so I really should have written something two days ago, but today I'm tired and have run out of words. *sigh*

So I will post pictures. I rearranged the living room yesterday, and ended up exhausted, but happy. Here are some before and afters. It's not completely done, but you get the gist.

Rave Re:view

2010-02-11T22:45:00.004-07:00

Check out Rave Re:view's website, started by Joanna in Halifax, who has a natural talent for home staging and redesign. This site is beautiful. She recently worked on a house that sold in 5 days and over the asking price! Astounding work, Joanna, you never cease to amaze!

The Guarantee of jewelry for Valentine's Day

2010-02-11T14:22:00.005-07:00

Design Ties is having a fabulous contest for Valentine's Day. To win this beautiful necklace, made by Melanie Roy(of New Brunswick), all you have to do is leave a comment on their blog. I know, easy right? Well, you can also post something on your blog(as I'm doing right now) and leave a tweet should you have a Twitter account to obtain two extra entries. As long as you leave proper evidence on Kelly and Victoria's blog, you should be clear to be entered in the contest. The necklace and earring set is quite nice, so please check it out!

Sarah Richardson at the Reno Show

2010-02-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

Last weekend went well. My parents and I went to the Reno Show last Friday, where I got the chance to see Sarah Richardson speak. She's smart and beautiful, pretty much like on tv. Here's a picture from after her talk.

I had to cut the guy out that she was taking the picture with.

On Saturday, I attended my best friend Lila's birthday party. Quite nice, got to see some people I hadn't seen in a while and meet some new people. Her best moment of the night was when everyone had gone and her boyfriend asked her to marry him. Very sweet. I was sleeping over, so I got the news first thing the next morning. I'm happy for her, he's pretty much the perfect guy for her.

Still searching

2010-02-03T12:53:00.003-07:00

In my haste to simply get a blog post on here, I forgot to mention that I didn't get the Benjamin Moore job. I'm pretty sure it was because of my hours. I'm not available until an hour after the store opens, and I would have to go home 90 minutes before closing, which doesn't help much if I want a full time job. So I keep looking. There isn't much here. Not just in design and whatnot, but every sector. I'm thinking I'm may try temping for a while. I did it years ago, and it was okay. I did send my resume to temp agencies when I was living in Vancouver, but nobody ever wrote back. How bad is the economy when you can't even get temp work? I'm hoping things pick up this year. I hear there will be more jobs in general in the future, so I keep my hopes up. Until than, at least I'm at home with no rent to be paid and no bills to worry about. It's not as dream-like as it sounds. I hate that I can't help out financially around the house; pay for gas once in a while, etc. It's just who I am, I feel as if I'm simply mooching off my parents. If I find a job soon, I can start putting more in than I'm taking out. Greedy little bugger I am, eating dinner and sleeping in my bedroom. Terrible daughter, I know. Still, I am glad to be home.

First Consult

2010-02-02T18:28:00.003-07:00

I think I've been avoiding the blog. Which is odd, because things haven't been horrible or anything. They're been good. Not great, but good. The staging consult went well, and I got a small payment for it. I got to send an invoice and everything, making it all official. She's not planning to sell it for a while, but she mentioned she'd sent me a few "after" pictures.

I've mainly been hanging around the house. Working on some projects like making a plan for the living room furniture(which I'm hoping mom and I can mess around with next weekend), figuring out what my bedroom should look like, and trying to ignore my bathroom because I have no money to do anything with it. Sort, but not really, looking for a job. I really should get on it.

Home Staging Consult

2010-01-24T10:43:00.005-07:00

I think the job interview went well. The only thing that would be cause for them not hiring me(well, the only thing I'm pretty sure of) is my availibility. I can't be there early enough. The store opens an hour before I'm even in the city and closes well after I'm gone. I have to stick with my moms' hours, at least until I'm living in the city. Then, I'd rather work all day. I don't have a life and I'm okay with that. We'll see. Hopefully he'll call tomorrow or the day after.

I have sort of a "practice" consult today. One of moms' friends is selling her mothers' condo in Leduc and wants me to suggest some ideas for home staging. She knows I'm not professional or anything, which takes some pressure off. It will be nice to look at a different place, one I'm not familiar with. I know my parents' house in and out, so this may actually test my skills.

Mouse in the house

2010-01-20T12:18:00.005-07:00

Last night before dinner was a bit of a comedy scene. I let one of the cats outside(Leonard) and our other cat(Arthur) scampered in. I thought nothing of it. I mean, he could have been cold or hungry. The boys usually race right to the food, so it's completely normal for them to move quickly when coming from outside. Closing the door, I hear mom shriek, "he's got a mouse!". I raced out of the mudroom into the kitchen to see Arthur by the food dish following something. Then I see a tiny mouse run towards the stairs. Now, he was a tiny guy, so he must've been freaked out. Arthur, of course, goes after him. The mouse hides behind some boxes we have next to the steps. Arthur's ears are perked up and his head is bobbing up and down. Mom's laughing hysterically at this point. Dad and I are trying to get this poor mouse without hurting it. Poor thing couldn't have been more then two inches long.

Dad had to move the boxes away from the wall to get at it, but the mouse kept running away and hiding(smart mouse). I thought I could catch him in my hands(which I know isn't that smart), and I almost did. But then he ran between my legs(I was sitting on the floor) and all the bravado I had escaped my body with a girlish scream. I was very glad he didn't run up my pant leg, I think I would've freaked out. We finally "cornered" him and lay down one of those magazine holders down before him so he could run in it. Luckily, he did. Of course, we had to add at least three more years of mouse therapy as dad wanted to take pictures. If I can grab one of my dad's pictures later on, I'll edit this post and include it. Until then, you'll have to use your imagination.

I got the task of taking the little guy(or gal) outside and setting him free. I had forgotten that Leonard was outside, until I saw him walking towards me. Now, I wasn't really concerned, more like humorously annoyed. Leonard isn't the hunter in the house. In fact, he's pretty useless. Arthur hunts, Leonard is a lap cat. But he's warm and cuddly and we love him. Anyway, I put the box down. He wasn't looking forward to moving so I had to tilt it a bit so the mouse would fall out onto the snow. After I tipped the box over(don't worry, he would have only fallen a couple inches) I let him do his "freeze in fear until the enemy goes away" thing, but I also pushed Leonard in the other direction so he could make a reasonable escape. I waited outside for a minute until I saw him scramble away.

All this before dinner. It was an excitable time. Poor Arthur was still looking for the mouse hours later. He kept going back to the spot near the stairs and just watched.

Some personal news now. I have an interview with a Benjamin Moore store right near my mothers' office tomorrow morning. I think I have a good chance at getting this job, but just in case, send me good thoughts!

Silver Lining

2010-01-15T18:18:00.005-07:00

Finished off the second coat of paint in my bedroom today. So that part is done! Here's a picture:

I've yet to move anything back into the room, as I want to put some items back in the garage(tools, etc.). But so far, so good. I'm happy with the results and look forward to sleeping in my room again. I'll post more pics when I have everything back in. I'm still planning on painting some of my other furniture in the future, so my room won't be "done". But really, is any room ever done when you've got decorator instincts? Nope, and that's where the fun is!

A Day of Change and Possibility

2010-01-13T21:00:00.006-07:00

Went into the city with my parents this morning. Dad had some kind of training thing for his work, so we had to come in extra early. I've been up since 5am, which is very unusual to me. Mom and I had some time before a doctors' appointment, so we spent some time at Second Cup. I do love that time with my mom, we get to talk about anything.

One of the big things today was my hair appointment. I needed a change, so I decided to start from the outside. Here's what my hair looked like before.

And here's what it looked like after. I quite like it. She took a few inches off, layered the back and around my face, even cut my hair so it accentuates my cheekbones. We had a misunderstanding about my bangs, but it's not a big deal. I'll go back in two weeks when they've grown out a bit and even everything out. She's my mothers' hairstylist(mine now too!) and I adore her. She is so much fun and really easy to talk to.

The other big thing was that I dropped off a resume at a Benjamin Moore store near my moms' office. I think I have a good shot at it, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed I'll be working within a month. I'm stretching it out a bit so I can give myself more leeway if it doesn't happen. But it will. I'm thinking positive(with the exception of that last sentence).

Silver wins!

2010-01-12T12:23:00.001-07:00

Just a quick update to tell you I've decided to use Silver Lining on my walls, as the Paper White looks a bit greenish with the lighting in my room. I think the silver will be a nice colour to have on my walls, as it changes with the sunlight and looks quite chic.

But as with most things, it looks different in my room, so you'll see some pictures when I'm done. I'm hoping to pick up the paint tomorrow when I go to the paint store. I'm also going to drop off a resume, and hopefully dazzle the manager with my skills and knowledge. Wish me luck.

In my white room, with no curtains

2010-01-11T14:47:00.005-07:00

How the hell has it been five days since my last post?

We'll figure that out later. I had a couple "days off" when my parents had to buy more primer, but I have spent the last couple days priming, and used the whole can. So now my room is very, very white. I can't imagine living with that. I don't mind white, it's just not a colour I would use liberally.

I didn't feel like I need to show you pictures of a white room, however, I do need your help. Because I can't make any decisions on my own. Do you remember how I changed my mind from Paper White to Silver Lining? Well, now that I finally got a chance to put the colours in my room(instead of just the bathroom), I think I may like them both. So I need you to choose which one I shall end up with. And give me a reason, simply to validate your choice and because I have the power on this, my own personal blog. I very rarely used my blog powers, so I think I deserve some awesome reasoning from you.

(That sounded a bit demanding didn't it? Sorry. Damn, there I go again, being weak.) :p

I took two pictures of the walls, the first set at 9:30AM and the second 2:00PM, to see how the lighting would affect them. Silver Lining is on the left and Paper White is on the right.

9:30 - the wall opposite the window

9:30 - the wall beside the window

2:00 - the wall opposite the window

2:00 - the wall beside the window

How many Librans does it take to choose a paint colour?

2010-01-06T12:47:00.009-07:00

One, apparently. At least in my case.

Sorry about the lapse in posts. My parents need to buy more primer, so my bedroom has been put on hold for a couple days. My dad assures me he will buy some tonight, so I can get back to it tomorrow. Truthfully, I'm getting anxious about having all my stuff in the living room. I hate spending time there know I created that "mess". As soon as I finish painting the room, I can start moving stuff back in. There's still a bunch to do, like buying a new bed frame and painting some of my furniture, but that's going to wait until later when I have money and a job. As long as everything is in place, I'm happy for now. Than I can class up the living room again. :)

Now I need your opinion. I changed my mind on the paint colour which I originally chose. The Paper White was just that, too white. I already have a white from the kitchen project last summer, and it would be silly to make my parents buy another white if I could just paint the bathroom the same colour as the kitchen. But I don't want white. I was thinking more of a pale grey. Now, I looked through the fan deck again, and I think I found something. This colour will (hopefully) be the colour in my bathroom and bedroom. What are your opinions on Silver Lining? Please take a look at the image below.

I'm going to get mom to buy another paint sample so I can see how this is going to look. This is why samples are wonderful. They're only around $5 and definitely help in choosing the final colour. I feel like I'm still in a stage where I can be indecisive, as nothing has been bought yet(nothing we're not 100% sure of anyway). I'm trying not to waste my parents money. I hate making them spend all this on me, and mean to pay them back what I can when I start working. Which hopefully will be sometime soon.

Bedroom Reno - Drywall and Sanding

2010-01-03T17:24:00.012-07:00

Over the last couple days, my parents and I have put drywall up, I've learned about mudding from dad, and I spent a lot of time today sanding. Needless to say, I ended up with some white hair by the end of it. Lucky it washes out, I'm not ready for grays yet!

Remember the wood paneling? Well this is how it looked on Friday.

And this is how it looks today.

Okay, not a huge difference, but it is smoother. I put a second coat on some things, so more sanding tomorrow, but hopefully in the next couple of days I could be priming. And then painting! Painting, people! That I'm definitely looking forward to. Mom's going to buy me a paint sample tomorrow so I can see if it's going to look hideous or not(my vote would be for not hideous). To make things simpler, we're painting my bedroom and bathroom the same colour.

Benjamin Moore Paper White OC-55

I haven't used this colour, but I'm confident it will look nice. Having said that, if anyone has any comments about the colour, I welcome them. Even other colour suggestions are fine, I simply want some input.

A New Year Begins

2009-12-31T16:06:00.008-07:00

I do hope everyone has a nice evening tonight. Stay inside and warm, enjoy some adult beverages and be safe when driving home. Everyone is making all kinds of lists about the year, and I thought perhaps I should make my own personal "year in review".

I'll start with the bad so we can end on a high note. In no particular order...

Cons - not working for most of the year, slipping back into a slight depression, autumn in Vancouver, being broke, having my wallet and cell phone stolen on set, my two suitcases(packed with about 80% of my clothing) stolen right out of our car in our "safe, key carded" parkade, breaking up with my boyfriend of 3 1/2 years, waiting for that Benjamin Moore job that never came

Pros - Occasionally working background on set, Maria's Colour Theory class at VCC, meeting Victoria in that class, discovering a world of shelter and decor blogs, summer in Vancouver(the sunsets were breathtaking), painting my parents' old kitchen in June, getting an interview at Benjamin Moore, my birthday party, my parents visiting in completely different months(dad visited in August and my mom in September), coming home and decorating for Christmas

I guess it wasn't all bad. I do wish I could have had a job, and it's not like I wasn't trying. If you're curious, just go back and read through my posts. Things with the boyfriend hadn't been going well for a while, so this was most likely the culmination of everything. Not really sure how to wrap this year up, it seemed so complicated at the time.

My goals for 2010 are...

- find a job
- save money
- live at home until I'm financially comfortable enough to find my own place
- learn things around the house(ex. renos, plumbing, carpentry) and challenge myself
- create projects for myself and maybe sell them if they're nice enough
- complete my correspondence redesign course
- start and finish the professional organizer correspondence course when I can afford it
- make a new layout for my blog(or find someone who can) that looks professional. Even if I don't plan to have a business, I'd still like it to be pleasing for others to read.
- renew old friendships with people I haven't seen in years
- make new friends and expand my circle of business contacts
- read more books
- learn how to drive(I only have my learners at the moment)
- make a 5-year plan
- travel (if money and time permit)

After saying all this, I wonder, what are your goals for this upcoming year?

First days work - One wall down!

2009-12-28T19:02:00.012-07:00

Today was an exhausting but very satisfying day. I emptied out most things from my room, and removed that ever so "classy" fake wood paneling off one wall.

This paneling has been there since the house was built sometime in the 70's. It was a couple years old when my parents bought it, and one of the few things that hasn't changed since. So you can guess how horribly dated and awful it is. I've lived with this my entire life and it was simply wonderful to get rid of it. Dad is going to use it somehow in the garage, so it has a new life. Honestly, I'm just happy to get it out of my room.

Mom taking the first tug with the crowbar.

One panel..
Two panels....Three panels! Gone!

I'll be posting more pictures through the process. I may even make a "Projects" folder on my Flickr account, but I'll post a link to that if I do. That means there will be more pictures posted there than here, so you'll be able to get more information.

Just for kicks, here's what our living room looked like on Christmas Day!

Two Days Before Christmas

2009-12-23T15:15:00.003-07:00

I've been home for a week now, and other than the underlying sadness I feel(about pretty much everything I mentioned in my last post), I'm doing alright. I missed it here. I missed our neighbours, I missed the cats, I missed the opportunities to redecorate. Can't do much in an apartment. I have plans for my bedroom, but I'm going to wait until it's warmer, as I want to paint the room. This post will be short, and I'm sorry for that. I hope everyone is having a good holiday and that 2010 will bring new and better things for all. I think I'm going to take a break from blogging until after the holidays, but this all depends on if I have something to say or not.

Happy Holidays everyone.

Home for the Holidays(and Beyond)

2009-12-17T21:56:00.003-07:00

So I made it home. But not unscathed. I don't remember if I wrote bout my wallet and cell phone getting stolen almost two weeks ago when I was working on set. That was bad, but I dealt with it. I came to terms with it, had my credit card and cell cancelled, and was generally okay. But Vancouver had other plans for me. The night before Krishna and I would drive home, we packed the trunk and backseat. It will be easier for us in the morning, make everything quicker. Since we were planning on leaving at 4 in the morning, this made sense. We left the car in our "safe, locked" underground garage. Three hours later, Krishna took the garbage down and checked on the car. This is where everything went wrong. Someone had broken into the car and taken both my suitcases. My large black one had most of my clothing in it, which leaves me with not much to wear(but more on that later). Needless to say, I was not happy. I had been wanting to leave Vancouver for at least a month, and was so close to that goal. The sick irony is that with all the other stuff I had wanted to take home, the suitcases wouldn't have fit. Now, some of the items I was going to give away anyway, some items I'm not heartbroken about, but there were a few that I will miss. The ones with emotional attachments. The comfy sweatshirt that was my mother's. She had it for years and made it even cozier for when I would grow old enough to wear it.

This is bigger than a wallet, so it's taking me a bit longer to really deal with it. I'm not pleased with the situation, the city, or the garage. I did like Vancouver, but unfortunately, there are too many items on the cons side of my mental list. I do have good memories, I met a lot of nice people, it wasn't all bad. But I couldn't find a job, I left broke(and mostly clothing-less) and single. I have been writing about how my relationship with Krishna had been going. As of yesterday, we are apart. It is hard, but we both know that we need to grow as people. Just separately.

I am finding distractions in decorating for Christmas, and I do have to go into Edmonton tomorrow to get all my new cards(id, sin, health card, etc.) Mom, who went to Zeller's last night and bought me some shirts, socks, and undies(yep, they took my socks and undies), and a new wallet. We're going to hit up Value Village and see what we can find. I don't want to spend much money. I'm not into expensive clothes anyway, I'd rather get a couple good items that won't make me broke(er). I'd also like to thank "Auntie Susan" for the money she sent home with mom for me, and Jen for buying my mom coffee because she was sad for me. I have wonderful friends and family, and am very, very glad to be home. Another good thing? I get my kittie snuggles again from Leonard and Arthur.

Rollercoaster

2009-12-11T16:29:00.003-07:00

Oh, it's been quite the rollercoaster week. I did background work four days this week, which will equal much money when I get the cheques in January. But I'm also very tired right now and trying to have a relaxing day. On Monday, my wallet and cell phone were stolen right out of extras holding, a place where all our belongings are supposed to be safe. Unfortunately, it wasn't just me that was hit. One man had his entire knapsack stolen(including wallet, keys, computer, and some clothes) and another also had his wallet taken. I had to wait until I got home to cancel my Mastercard, but no charges had been put on it. They had used my cell, but only local calls. Krishna cancelled that on Tuesday. I completely forgot to call about my debit card, but it's not like they could have used it anyway. I'll call PC today and get them to send me a new one. The rest of the week went better and I tried to look on the bright side of things. For one, they didn't take my entire purse. That would have pissed me off. I love that freaking thing.

I got a couple cheques from previous jobs at the agency today, and we're driving home next week. I think I just need to clear my head and concentrate on decorating the house. Something to distract myself maybe. Not much else to say. Long days on set and my body completely drained, that was pretty much my week. I think Krishna and I are going to watch a movie now. I'll try to write more later this weekend should there be anything to write about. Hope everyone has a nice weekend.

Can't Wait To Decorate!

2009-12-06T12:01:00.005-07:00

I am so excited to go home and decorate for Christmas! There are so many ideas spinning around in my head for redecorating most of the rooms and future renos for the house. I'm going to get a lot of projects done when I'm home again, but priority is Christmas! I haven't figured out what my colour scheme will be this year, but I'm a traditionalist, so it may end up being the classic green and red. Why mess with what works? We'll see if I change my mind, mom bought a faux 7 foot tree, which gives me a lot more options. I also have to clean off the mantle over the fireplace and make that look amazing. I find I have this constant need to make things look amazing. :)

Oh, by some early Christmas miracle, I'm working on three different background jobs this week. So don't expect a post until probably Friday, because I'm working. (I love saying that!)

Happy Anniversary, Mom and Dad!

2009-12-01T21:57:00.003-07:00

Today is my parent's 30th year anniversary. I'm feeling a bit bad, as I can't even afford a card or a present. I hope that I can make it up when I'm living with them again. I think they'll accept me working on things around the house as continuous presents. I had really wanted to give them something big for this anniversary, I even had a bit of a plan a few years ago. As I thought around their 25th, "I hope I have enough money to give them a gift large enough to show them how much they've meant to me". They've supported me in every venture I take, whether or not it works out. I know if I fall, they'll catch me. It's reassuring, but I never want to turn into one of those people who moves home and take advantage of the situation. I need to pull my weight. I will work on projects to make the house look better, I will cook dinner occasionally so it's ready when they get home from work, I will clean and keep the cats company in the daytime. I will, of course, be looking for a job, but for the time when I am home in the daytime, I want to make myself useful and helpful.

By the way, I'm much less stressed about my Colour Theory assignment. I have the poster board, but unfortunately I have to wait until tomorrow for all my pictures to get printed. I don't have a colour printer, so I had to go to Staples. But at least the pictures will look nice, right? I wasn't planning on putting together the project last minute, but it'll have to be that way. At the very least, I have all the pieces, I just have to put them together. Oh, and I guess I also have to write down some notes for stuff to say in my presentation. I'm not really good in front of people, so we'll see how that happens. Hmm, one more thing to stress about. It never ends, does it?

P.S. Thanks so much for the advice, Kelly! I really appreciate it.

The days count down

2009-11-29T17:40:00.004-07:00

I can't believe it's December in two days. Yikes. My last class for Colour Theory is Wednesday, and I'm working on my final project right now. I'm not sure I even know what I'm doing and I'm hitting my doubts wall again. Arg. I fully expect Maria to change my colours(she said she usually did this for everyone last class), that's not what I worried about. Besides the fact that I have to justify my choices in front of everyone, I'm not sure how to go about the styleboard part of the assignment. I know what it is, I know what they look like, I'm just not sure about how to go about creating one. Something tells me if I was doing this on my own, I wouldn't be as stressed. I tend to put things in a different part of my brain when I classify them as "assignment" or "homework". I'm going to Staples tomorrow to buy a couple small boards for my two style choices and hopefully print off some pictures since I don't have anything from magazine at home. Go internet, hurray. It'll cost money, but anything that leads me to learning, I'm okay with spending some dough. I even bought a couple decor mags and a decorating ideas book today, which I'm justifying by the fact I believe I can do some of those projects at my parents house. I also found a little gift for my dad, so I shan't go into details as he may read this. But I think he'll like it.

Had brunch with a writer friend today before he headed back up North. And I mean way up North, as in Yukon. He's a pretty great guy and I haven't seen him in over a year, so it was really nice to sit down and chat. I told him what I've been up to and what I'm going to up to and he was really supportive of me moving back in with my parents to find myself.

Anyway, I should continue the online hunt for pictures. Chao!

I'm not sure how this happened

2009-11-25T22:40:00.004-07:00

I got another A+ on my most current Colour Theory class assignment. That's two now. I'm not used to getting marks like these, I don't really know how to react. I'm happy, but also shocked. Maybe I shouldn't be, maybe I should feel good about this, more confident in my future colour choices. But that isn't me, or at least it isn't now. It should be. I should be more confident and believe in what I'm doing. I've been working on changing this for years and it's slowly getting to the point where I don't believe it's a mistake or some kind of error if I get a good response.

Since deciding to move home, I have obviously given up the job hunt. I shall start a new hunt in Edmonton when I am home. I think I'm going to try and get some things done around the house next month, than start seriously thinking about things in January. Maybe sooner if I get impatient. I'm going to let the next month or two ride out the way it wants. My future is open right now, and I don't want to ruin that by over-thinking anything(we'll see about this, it is still me that I'm talking about!).

No, no, I've been here all the time.

2009-11-19T00:13:00.004-07:00

Please excuse the complete lack of attention I've been paying this blog lately.

Okay, there we go. I'm back(although I never really left). I suppose I came down with a case of ennui. Didn't want to write very much. Some things have changed, some good, some bad. The short story is when I go home for Christmas, I'm not coming back. I can no longer afford to live in Vancouver, and although I love it, the rain is really getting to me. I admit, I'm not using my S.A.D. light often enough, and the weather really makes me want to stay in and do nothing. It's been a raining a lot lately. So, I have done nothing. Because it's grey. Well, I stay inside and do things, just don't want to go outside. Long story short, I need some sun.

Back to the money thing. I'm pretty broke right now, and my man and I are going to be breaking it off for some time. Maybe a short time, maybe forever, we don't know yet. We both still care about each other very much, but we're traveling different paths. His is here, and mine? Well, I'm not quite sure yet, so I'm going to move back in with my parents and try to "find myself". Figure out what the heck to do with my life. I have the best parents in the world. They're letting me move back in, not making me pay rent, and feeding me. I miss them so much, so I guess it'll be nice to be home.

I got a bit excited today when I thought, "I get to decorate the house for Christmas!". That's right, I get control of the house(well, the decoration part anyway!). There's not much I can do with this apartment, although I did bring a few decorations. Quite excited. Also, I can help out around the house with cleaning, decorating and organizing. I've obviously stopped looking for a job here since I know I'm not going to be here, but I'm going to start looking once I'm back in Alberta. If I get back later in December, I may just take a short break until Christmas. Really clear my head. And redesign the living room and my bedroom. I've been dying to move my bed at home. I've still got to paint the room, but still don't know what colour. Now that I have a fan deck, I can play around and see what works.

Exciting news for today: I got an A+ on my Colour Theory assignment I handed in last week! This is the best I've done, and we've got one more assignment and two more classes before it's over. The final assignment also involves a presentation, which should be interesting, but I know I'll at least have fun researching and making it!

Surprise...

2009-11-10T00:40:00.003-07:00

...is what I felt on Thursday. Krishna and I were at the airport, allegedly to pick up one of his friends' who is in the film business. He was going to be working behind the scenes for a football game. So it seemed.

To my pleasant surprise, one of my closet friends (Lila) and her boyfriend (Yves) showed up. Krishna had plotted against me once again, but for the good. Apparently, Yves' friend was supposed to fly to Mexico with him but he bailed, so he thought it would be a great idea to come out here for a visit. So, his friends' loss, my awesome gain.

It was so nice to see them, since i hadn't seen her before she had left Victoria and moved back to Edmonton. We kind of switched places and there was only about two months where we were both in BC(me=Van, her=Vic). But we still hadn't gotten to see each other and Krishna and I had only met Yves once and given him the Best Friend Approval. So we hung out, walked around, went to restaurants, basically had fun. The weather wasn't the greatest, but that wasn't a problem.

As much as I love to have visitors, it is nice to have the place to myself every so often. Krishna is on set tonight, so I'm just listening to the cars swish by on the wet pavement of Davie Street. It's very relaxing. I'm probably going to have a snack then go to bed and read for a bit. Enjoy the rain everyone, and I don't say that sarcastically.

Am I Too Old For A Field Trip?

2009-10-28T17:04:00.003-06:00

Colour Theory class tonight is a field trip to a classmates house in Coquitlam, so we can do an "on site colour consultation". Should be interesting. I'm dreading getting back last weeks assignment, as I didn't do well on the first one. I'm racking my brain to write up a paragraph for the third one(due tonight), but coming up with not much at all. I'm starting to think I have no clue what I'm doing, and that I probably shouldn't be doing this as a career. I'm usually one to give good advice to people(or maybe I just harp on my parents too much about changing stuff in their house), but I simply can't visualize these imaginary rooms that I'm picking colour for. It's quite difficult decorating with little paper squares with colour on them. I'm never sure if I'm even picking the right colour. Continuously doubting myself and second guessing are things I do naturally, I just didn't want to do them here. I need to do well, and I'm not really sure what I'm doing wrong.

My boyfriend's back(and I'm happy about it)

2009-10-25T21:21:00.003-06:00

I think my gaps between posts are getting bigger again. Krishna came home on Monday and I suppose I've been busy catching up on my snuggles. There's always some readjustment the first week he's home, but I think we're past that now. Well, until our next "regularly scheduled" argument. You know, the normal stuff. He's over at Ian's' right now watching the "Battle of Alberta" hockey game between the Calgary Flames and the Edmonton Oilers.

I've taken a step back on the job hunt. I need some time to spend with my man so we can figure things out together. We're both in this together, and we kind of have this crazy idea of spending our lives together and getting married and having a house---wait, that's not crazy. That's awesome. I just need to establish a career and become financially stable, so we can make the step forward in our relationship. Okay, didn't think I'd be talking about the big stuff when I started writing this.

I'm phoning the Moore again on Monday because the manager wasn't working when I called on Wednesday. I'm hoping all this waiting will pay off and I can learn all about colour. I'm starting to ponder about Professional Organizing and thinking I may go down that road as well. I've always been one to meddle with others clutter, and if I can start this as a job, maybe that's a good thing. This is just one idea I'm playing around with, and doing some research on.

But the So You Think You Can Dance Canada finale is on tonight, so I'm going to watch that. Between you and me, I'm rooting for Jayme-Rae. Chao!

More ways to make money

2009-10-18T23:10:00.004-06:00

For me anyway. Sorry if you clicked on this thinking I had actual tips or something. Believe me, if I knew those tips, I doubt I'd be unemployed right now. But I digress.

I've signed up with an art site called Imagekind which is connected to Flickr, of which I have an account and have posted many of my pictures. With this site, I am able to upload my photos and sell them. The good thing is, the company does all the work(framing, mailing the pictures, etc.) and I would get some kind of commission. When I originally found it, I suggested my father get on it(he's been doing photography as a hobby since way before I was born and he's really good), but I think he's been too busy with the garage and other things. Silly full-time jobs really get in the way, don't they? Just kidding. Sort of. Well, if ever you feel the need to buy one of my photos, you can click on this link and go visit my profile.

I've also been brought the idea of putting up an aStore, which means I would put up a selection of books that I've read or want to read. If you also want to buy that book, you could just click on the link from my "store" and I get a referral fee. So that may be another addition to my blog in the future. Plus, it's a good way to make some extra cash. If I'm going to make money, it might as well be a bit fun, right? Hope everyone had a good weekend. I'm happy because my man is coming back tomorrow night! It's been three weeks, but it's seemed like forever.

Colin & Justin

2009-10-17T20:51:00.005-06:00

Went to the Home + Interior Design show this afternoon with Zubin. We were walking to BC Place and thankfully the rain stopped right before we were leaving my apartment. When we got there, I wasn't really in the best mood. The rain had completely drained me, I was tired and nothing was really impressing me in the booths. I passed by Wendy Russell's booth, but she wasn't there. I haven't been lucky enough to catch more than one episode of "She's Crafty", but the one I saw was pretty good. We walked around for a little while more, than heard a familiar Scottish accent. Colin and Justin(of Ho me Heist fame, among other things) were doing a show(not sure what else to call it) on the stage near the back. Or the front, I'm never really sure with huge places like that. So we walked towards it and stood at the back of the crowd.

It was nice to watch, they showed a few befores and afters, told a couple stories, and were just generally funny. After that was done, we went back to Wendy's booth, and I got to meet her and chat for a minute. Apparently, she's also done home staging, professional organizing, wardrobe therapy and interior styling. Oh, and she acts. This woman is more than crafty, she's amazing!

I'll end this post with the beautiful rainbow I saw out my window this afternoon after the rain had stopped.

Positive Job News

2009-10-14T13:26:00.002-06:00

I called Benjamin Moore again today to check in and see what was going on with the job. I really like how forward the manager is. Again, he said I was at the top of their list, but he was worried that he wouldn't have enough hours to give me to start. More like 1 or 2 shifts a week instead of 3 or 4. I told him I would take anything because this is the path I want to be on, and this job would be a very good step towards that. The other employees seemed very friendly when I was at the interview and the mood was nice and relaxed. I like that. I asked him if I could call him again next week to check how things are doing, and he said definitely, but of course if he calls me first it's all good. (My paraphrasing) Moore is opening two new stores, so they're still shifting people around, but hopefully this will all be figured out reasonably soon. I'm positive about all this, but of course, I'm still looking around for other things. I know better than to wait on anything, no matter how dependable it is. It's just more responsible on my parents. What can I say? My parents raised me right.

Visiting Friends

2009-10-13T23:54:00.004-06:00

Spent the afternoon at the Vancouver Aquarium today. My friend Karen is moving here in November, so she's apartment hunting. She found a room in a house, but it's a pretty sweet deal. Her mom had also come along, so they wanted to do something a bit touristy. They picked me up in their rental car, and we met Min at the aquarium. I got some pretty good pictures, I think, I haven't gotten a chance to load them onto my computer. If I have any good ones, I might put a couple up on here.

UPDATE: Here are a couple pictures. The jellyfish were my favourite animal to photograph.

Happy Thanksgiving

2009-10-12T14:32:00.003-06:00

I feel like this blog is becoming another friend I avoid when I'm not at a good point in my life, as if the hidden information will make everyone think I'm doing fine and I'm really happy. I'm can't even say I'm going through a transitional period right now, because I feel like I'm stuck. I have a lot of thinking to do, and unfortunately I can't do it alone. I've been thinking of seeking out a career counselor, to figure out what I truly want to do with my life. It's not just about the money, I don't feel I have a purpose. I feel I've lost a huge chunk of my identity. I'm not really sure who I am anymore, and it's getting more difficult to find that person.

I was lucky enough to be invited to Thanksgiving dinner at Mins' cousins' house last night. We drove to Pemberton, on the dreadful Sea to Sky Highway. It was a bit of a gong show, road-wise. The three of us were fine and had fun anyway(Callum, Mins' boyfriend, was driving). We left Vancouver around 9, got a bit past West Vancouver and had to turn around as there was some kind of accident so the police had shut the road down. We were told it wouldn't be open for another two hours. We drove back part way and stopped in Ambleside to grab some brunch. Spent some time at White Spot, had some good food, than tried to get back on the highway. We made it farther this time, only to find another accident. Of course, we were so far back from it, we really didn't know what was going on. We weren't the only ones, the road was packed many kilometres back with cars, trucks, campers, etc. Being stopped for a while, people were getting out and walking(when the cars moved, they would get picked up by their respective families), letting their dogs out for walks and to play, people going out for some "fresh air"(IE. smoking). The three of us played a couple card games to pass the time, would drive a couple metres and stop, then play for a bit longer. Callum had bought a tiny blue guitar on their recent trip to Mexico, so he was fiddling around with that. It wasn't a bad day, just a lot longer than we thought it would be.

Dinner was delicious. Tamara is an amazing cook, and we had to the works. Turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, cranberries, cornbread, veggies. I don't know how she did it. And we had pumpkin pie and rhubarb crumble for dessert with freshly made whipped cream. I really wish I had a talent for cooking. Might feel more useful than having to make Krishna cook all the time. I mean, he's really good, but I feel like I should help more(if I knew what I was doing). I'm trying to learn more and get into the kitchen with more excitement lately. We'll see.

Tickled Pink

2009-10-06T18:24:00.005-06:00

I was shopping at Safeway this afternoon, and I went a bit overboard for what I was going buy(ie. only food). But it was too cute not to pass up!

It's a 5 inch mini frying pan! And it's pink! Now normally I'm not a huge pink person, but this was honestly the most adorable thing I've seen lately. And with part of the price going to the Breast Cancer Foundation, I didn't think twice.

I did make a call to Benjamin Moore this morning, and there's some good news. They're still figuring out who to hire, but I'm definitely at the top of the list(should there be some sort of a secret list). I spoke to the manager and he mentioned (twice) that he and the assistant manager really liked me and my interview. So, not the #1 good news(which would be me getting the job), but I'll take second place anytime. It still made me feel better about myself, which I need right now.

I have to wait until Thursday or Friday to check in with the tile place, so we'll find out about that later.

Waiting and wondering(as usual)

2009-10-05T18:28:00.004-06:00

So the interview at Moore went well, at least I thought so. They said they'd call before Monday, soooo....I'm going to give them a call tomorrow to see if they're still making a decision. I'm hoping that they are and that they'll choose me. I also had an interview on Friday with a tile company, which would also be really cool and I'd learn a lot. I don't have any experience in that, but I hope that I was my best when talking to them and presented myself well.

I've had a tough couple of days. Mom told me to write and get it out. So as well as on here, I'm writing random ramblings in a Word document I made up. Got one page in less than an hour last night. I did feel better, that's the funny thing. Mom are perfect for coming up with great ideas to make their daughters feel better. The phone call was most helpful though, I really haven't had the chance to vent things for a while. Some tears and good advice later, I'm writing. Writing whatever leaks out of my head. Whether it be good or bad, fiction or journal, it's all there. So thank you mom, for being you.

Interview at the Moore

2009-09-30T10:58:00.002-06:00

I have an interview with the Benjamin Moore on Broadway this afternoon. Hopefully, I'll have something to report before I head to Colour Theory class tonight.

Avoidance

2009-09-29T14:09:00.004-06:00

I've been avoiding you. I've been avoiding the blog. I used to write more than once a week, but now, it just seems too depressing. How can I possibly write on this thing every day and repeatedly say, "I haven't found a job, I'm still looking, still sending out resumes, but nothing, and I'm running out of money". How fun would this be for you to read? Not fun at all, which is the point I'm making.

I'm not in a good place right now. I managed to avoid thinking about it most of the weekend, especially since Krishna threw me a surprise birthday party on Saturday. I thought that is was just going to be two of our friends, and that dinner would be small, but apparently he had been planning this for a month. But the big surprise came soon after, when my mom showed up! I couldn't believe it; it's probably the most wonderful thing he's ever done for me. Turns out, she had been on the train all night from Edmonton, and was in town all morning doing things with friends. She had been there all day, and I had no idea. Krishna and I were just at home relaxing all day watching movies on TV. After dinner, the group walked on the beach before going home to our apartment. My mom finally got to see our place! We all sat in the living room chatting and having fun. Krishna had bought a dozen cupcakes, so we all had a different flavour. There are still three left, so I'm left with that responsibility since Krishna left for the airport this morning.

Mom and I went to breakfast together on Sunday(my actual birthday), so we got to spend a bit of time alone. Afterwards, the three of us drove around Stanley Park and showed mom downtown and the West End. It was so great to show her where we lived and how nice everything is. It's not that great today, mind you, it's been pouring since before the sun came up. And I should know, seeing as the boys(Ian stayed over last night) had to be up this morning between 4:30 and 5:00 for Krishna to be at the airport for 5:30. He made it to Phoenix, so that's where he is right now, for I think a three hour layover. Than off to Philadelphia. He's staying there for 11 days to shoot a horror movie(and to climb the "Rocky steps" and find the statue), than flying to Calgary for about a week to finish off the movie that he was working on previously. He'll return October 19. Luckily, right before his birthday.

But of course, that leaves most of October to me alone. I don't know what the hell I'm going to do if I don't get a job soon. I'm definitely going to have to ask my parents for some money, which I really don't want to do. I've only asked once before in my entire life and I didn't feel good about it. I'm used to being financially independent and really don't like admitting I can't take care of myself, which right now, it's getting to that point. I paid for half of Octobers' rent yesterday, so I feel less guilty about living here with just Krishna paying rent, but that's really going to drain my account. Probably going to ask mom and dad for some grocery money. We'll see.

Oh, for my birthday, Krishna bought me a camera (the dark gray) and mom and dad bought me two books and a couple shirts from Reitmans. A sweater vest/tank top, cardigan and a button-up. Something new to wear when I finally start working. Hopefully I'll get to wear them soon.

Shoe Drama

2009-09-23T00:19:00.002-06:00

I haven't written in a while. Honestly, I haven't wanted to write. I had a hell of a time last week. Krishna was away in Calgary filming and I hit one of my ruts and generally didn't feel like doing anything. I walked too much on Wednesday(I'm not a big walker, so this is possible), completely tired myself out, was late for Colour Theory class(definitely not happy about that--not the impression I want to make on people), scratched up my heels with the shoes I was wearing that day. It was raining as I ran to VCC. No, make that pouring. And of course, I don't remember how long it takes for me to walk there. Ug. I pretty much trudged home. I didn't care by that point, I had made it through class alive. Although the class was pretty much the highlight of my day, I still kept to myself and just did my thing. Tomorrow, I promise I'll be sociable. I was not happy with myself, I hate being late. Anyway, completely scratched up my heels, but I didn't realize how bad until I got home and took off the shoes. Ouch. Blisters and blood. Fun. By that point, I was pretty miserable, so I put my feet up on my ottoman and didn't move until I went to bed. I don't think I could have really, my feet were completely useless by then. They're much better now, the right one is almost healed but the left is still working on it.

I was job hunting on Robson when I decided to also start a shoe hunt. I ended up finding some pretty black flats with soft, movable leather. I weighed my options and I figured, I could spend $40 on these right now or I could continue buying shoes that scratch my skin and squeeze my feet for years. Which, incidentally, I've done most of my life. The last comfortable flats I had(besides flip-flops and sneakers) were from Aldo and they were perfect. I should have known then and bought four more pairs. Use one pair up, get the next one. It could have gone on for years.

I took my new ones out for a test drive, so to speak, today and they were pretty good. No squeezing, and the little rubber thingies I bought to put in the back of the shoe(to keep my ankles from popping out every time I step--it happens to me alot) were nice. No popping. I do think I should get a small pad for the bottom of the heel, as the shoes are a bit thin on the bottom. Nothing I have a huge problem with, and they're pretty. I wanted black flats I could wear with everything(especially job-related things) and I think these are the ones.

In job news, I have signed up with Monster and have applied for a couple things on that. I'm looking on Craigslist a lot and I've passed out a few resumes to stores in my area. I even gave one to Cupcakes today. It's right down on Denman, which would be nice because it's so close. And it's pink. I don't think anybody couldn't be happy in that place. It's simply beautiful and smells really good.

Unemployment continues

2009-09-15T22:21:00.004-06:00

Spent a few hours online this afternoon looking for jobs. Mom gave me a great idea to look for temp work(I needed some mom time so I called her, I miss her so much), so I looked at those sites. There actually weren't many options, but I'll continue looking. I have a couple errands to run tomorrow, so at least that'll get me out of the apartment. Plus, Colour Theory class! I love having something to look forward to. I bought most of the supplies that I need, but I couldn't find one item, so I'll just ask around in class where everyone bought theirs. Also have to drop by the college bookstore before class and pick up a book for class.

A friend gave me a call today about a webinar next week. I don't know all the details, but it's a job I can do from home and use my computer. Also, making money would be nice. Any opportunity is a good opportunity right now. I guess I get all the details next week. Kinda wish it was sooner. ;0)

Krishna's gone to Calgary for filming for the week. He returns this Monday, stays for a week, then he's gone for another two for another movie in Pennsylvania. I'm lucky he's going to be here for my birthday. Actually, he was supposed to fly out before, but he basically told the producers that he could not leave before the 28th(my birthday is on the 27th). I get to spend the day with my loving boyfriend, and hopefully some of our friends if we set anything up. Probably head down the block to our nearest lounge and enjoy some martinis. Well, I'll enjoy martinis, the boys can have beer. This is a big one people, the big 2-5!

The hunt continues

2009-09-11T23:12:00.002-06:00

Homewerx did not call today. Hmm. I'm thinking there's more job hunting in my future. Too bad, I was really interested in the store. Oh well, I can still shop there!

Colour Theory has begun!

2009-09-10T21:18:00.003-06:00

I think I'm losing my steam here, just posting every three days. I usually post more often, so my apologies to anyone who was on the edge of their seat wondering what was going on in my life. Hehe. Okay, being a bit sardonic, but that's who I am. My colour theory course at VCC started last night and I think I was grinning almost the whole class. There's a small part of me that couldn't believe I was even there. Meeting Maria was so awesome, she's so much fun and super nice. I also got to meet Victoria, who was great to chat with. In fact, all the ladies were really nice. Only got a chance to chat with a couple of them on the break, but I'm looking forward to getting to know them all a bit more.

Spent the day with Andy, a friend Krishna knows from his work in Wainwright. He's out here for a few days, as he and Krishna are working backstage at the CCMA's this weekend. We actually spent most of the late morning and afternoon walking around and taking pictures. Krishna already put the pictures from today on his computer, but I'll see if I can steal the few I took back and hopefully post them on here or upload them to my Flickr.

I called the manager at Homewerx this morning. Apparently, he has one more interview tomorrow and he'll call people tomorrow. I can only hope that he calls me. So keep your fingers crossed everyone, I need this job!

No call yet

2009-09-08T00:06:00.003-06:00

No phone call about that job today. I'm doing background on set tomorrow, but K is home all day so maybe they'll call tomorrow. But good thing is, my colour theory course starts Wednesday so I have something fun to look forward to.

Interview!

2009-09-03T20:32:00.004-06:00

I had an interview today! I walked to Homewerx with my resume and kickass cover letter and met the manager who asked me to come back later that afternoon. Went home, K made lunch, then Ian came over. I thought the interview went well, he said he would have an answer for me on Monday. But I feel good. When I got home, the boys were in the pool, so I changed into my bathing suit and joined them. So much fun! We spent about 2 hours in there. Way too long, but we didn't want to get out. We're heading out for some dinner now, hope everyone had a wonderful day!

Oh, I dropped off my resume at three other places, but this is the one I really want to work at, so that why I'm super happy I got the interview. :)

Look for the nines

2009-09-01T16:06:00.003-06:00

It's September. Where did the year go? I honestly can't believe it's 3/4 over. Of course, it's been an amazing transformation year. K and I moved to Vancouver at the end of January to pursue acting and film and television, and through the process of not working a lot, I discovered my love for design and decorating. Funny. I don't think I would've believed it if someone told me a year ago I'd be pursuing a completely different career and taking classes again. I almost can't believe I'm going back to college, if only for one class. I am looking forward to meeting two wonderful people who I only know online and the other students in the class. This is definitely something to look forward to and I'm really quite excited to learn more about colour.

I'm practically done my Unit A of my redesign course, I just have to go back to redo an assignment on focal points. I had to take pictures of my place and say where the focal points were. At the time, I was at my parents house, so I have two of the three pictures needed, but I still need to take and print out a picture of a room here in our one bedroom apartment. I haven't done much decorating, but it's functional. As it is, the focal point is pretty much the view anyway. We're right by English Bay and it's just stunning. Otherwise than that, I will be sending the package away for grading and starting on Unit B.

Saw my dad yesterday. He's taking a short trip and visiting all his friends in BC. I think he's been to Coquitlam so far, but he's probably also seeing friends in Powell River and Victoria. Anyway, K and I got to spend a couple hours with him yesterday afternoon. We had a brunchy type of lunch(second breakfast!), then walked around the neighbourhood and along the seawall for a bit. He, as always, had his camera with him and took a few pictures. I'm really happy about this because I didn't think we were going to see him until near the end of his trip this Saturday, so now I get to see him twice! I'd really like my mom to come out and visit too, but she's really busy with work right now, but we'll be living here for a long time, so I'm hoping she'll get a chance to see the place.

Why I haven't written in three days

2009-08-29T11:30:00.003-06:00

This unemployment is getting to me. I'm not feeling 100%, but I doubt I've been 100% in a very long time. The excitement of class wore off fast after the call(don't worry, I'll be buzzed about it when it starts). It's starting to get to me. There are a couple places I plan to visit next week and drop off my resume. But who knows what will happen? I try to keep positive, but that takes a lot of energy. Things are getting better and better for Krishna, and I'm so happy for him, but I still feel like I need my own life and my own way of making money. I can't depend on him financially for too long.

I want something to look forward to every day. I wake up, have breakfast, then kind of make it up as I go along. I need structure, a schedule, I need to know that I'm working 9-5 today and 10-6 tomorrow. Desperately seeking structure, that's where I am. Full-time, part-time, I don't mind as long as I'm working, and I have my Wednesday evenings free. Any other day, I'm available. If anybody read my first post from Wednesday, I'll assume that nobody has heard of any opportunities. But please, keep your eyes and ears open. I need all the help I can get right now.

I'M IN!!!

2009-08-26T15:11:00.002-06:00

I'm officially registered in the "Colour Theory" course at Vancouver Community College. I'm so excited and happy right now. I guess I was starting to get a bit worried, but no worries now! (Except for the job thing, but I'm happy right this second) They're going to mail me out all the details soon.

I guess I'll be seeing you soon, Maria! Looking forward to it!

Chicken Pot Pie

2009-08-26T12:14:00.005-06:00

Monday night dinner with Ian and Krishna went well. I completely forgot to take photos, so my apologies to anyone who was expecting any. The pot pie took longer than I thought it would to actually prepare and cook, and I guess it slipped my mind, as the boys were waiting for a bit. So maybe next time. Everyone really liked it, even me, who usually fears my own cooking. But it was really good. I'm going to change a couple things the next time I make it, and basically try to make it more "mine". My version, which shall be tasty.

I received Unit B of my redesign course in the mail, which I was quite excited about. However, I still have two assignments to finish in Unit A. I'm hoping that I can mail off my first set of assignments this week or next. I'm going to work hard so I can. Then those assignments can get marked and they'll set me up with a tutor who I can call or email if I have any issues. I'm just finishing the assignment for room styles. I've cut out pictures from magazines of the different styles, then I have to say why I picked them and give descriptions of what's in the room to make it that style.

I've got to put this out there. I am looking for a job. I have a lot of different experiences with work. I've mostly done office work, but I've also worked retail(and call centre, but I'm never doing that again). My point is, while I'm looking, I thought I might mention something to all of you. If you hear of anyone looking for people, I'm trying to stay within the realm of decorating and design, but I will also rely on my office experience. Anything involving decorating, painting, furniture, redesign, draperies, or flooring would be good. Anything to further some kind of learning towards redesign is what I'm going for. I know I don't have much experience, but that's what happens when one changes their career path when they're 24. Heck, if a design company needs a receptionist, I can do that. I want to be in an environment where I can learn. That's the main point. I don't want to stray too far from my goal, but I also need to make some money. Because although my boyfriend is wonderful, I can't depend on him financially for very long. It's just not in me to be that way, I need my own funds, my own financial independence. I'm sure you can all understand this. Leave a comment or email (danicaleblanc(at)gmail(.)com) me if you hear anything. A huge thank you in advance!

My man returns!

2009-08-24T14:59:00.002-06:00

Krishna comes home tonight! I'm cleaning, which thankfully doesn't take as long since this is a cozy little apartment. I kept thinking, "what else should I do?", but then I realized I was pretty much done. Nice! I have some cooking to do later, as I'm making dinner for Krishna and Ian(who is picking him up from the airport). I haven't made dinner for people in a while, but I've found a recipe that I think I can handle, tweaked it a bit, and feel confident. If nothing else, I get to wear one of my grandmother's vintage aprons. I brought the three that I feel would make me happiest when I'm cooking or baking. I'm hoping that'll help me enjoy it more. If all turns out, I'll post some pictures of the meal and my table. Who knows, maybe I'll make my own little tablescape!

A walk and a talk

2009-08-23T21:49:00.003-06:00

A friend and I went for a nice, long walk this evening. It was nice, because it's pretty much the only thing I've done not alone since Krishna left. Funny, since he's coming back tomorrow. I got to show him around the West End, and ask how he was liking his room. He's renting a room in the same house that we were in this spring. I'm cooking dinner for the two boys tomorrow, and I've got a bit of cleaning before the apartment is presentable. So finally, I guess I'll have a bit of a busy day. I'm so happy Krishna's coming home. I must say, he's been missed.

As you may have noticed, I changed the name of my blog. I felt that the other title was too long, and needed something a bit more snappy. I emailed my mom and asked her for some suggestions, this was one of them. Since my mom is brilliant(of course), I really liked this option. If you have any feedback or comments on the name change, I'd love to hear them.

Ladies and ahem Gentlemen

2009-08-21T11:39:00.004-06:00

I had to post this, because even though I'm in a relationship, these rules should really apply for all men. Not that mine isn't doing his share, he is a real gentleman. All you single ladies, stand up for these rules. If the guy scoffs them off, or doesn't think they're important, then you shouldn't be wasting your time with him.

15 Ways To Charm Her from the Eclectic Interior Design Blog

Are you a 20-something blogger?

2009-08-21T00:50:00.002-06:00

I just found this site through another blog. I think I might sign up for it, seems like a neat idea. But that will have to wait until tomorrow, because as usual, I am going to bed late. Again. And will probably sleep in. Again. Because I have no job. And very little money.

It occurred to me reading other people's blogs, that I don't really talk about myself. I talk about what I'm doing, sure, but I've had some miserable days lately where I should've ranted on here. This is what this blog is for. It's not solely for my design conquests, or my acting work(or lack thereof), or even my knitting projects. It's about me. It's about how I'm feeling, whether it be good or bad. I think I've lost the point of this blog. Maybe I'm pretending everything is fine because I know who's reading it. But I want you all to know the real me. If you think, at any point, that I'm sugarcoating something or just trying to avoid talking about it, call me on it. I'm serious. I'm not always happy. Heck, it's tiring to be happy all the time.

I will try my best to remember what I started this blog for, and it wasn't just to keep my relatives updated about my college experience. I have some pretty low times then too, and getting it out helped. So I'm not sure why I'm not doing it anymore. Things aren't great right now. Krishna's gone(but he's back on Monday), I have no job and have a very low account balance right now. I need to work, if only to have a reason to leave the apartment. I try to get out at least once a day, but it's very easy for me to become housebound. Even here, where there's a million things to do. There's even a fricking OCEAN less than 10 minutes away, and yet I sleep in, dawdle around the apartment, doing not much. I'm trying to be productive, I'm trying to keep exploring for new design blog and websites, keep myself busy(I have a scarf I've yet to finish, perhaps I'll concentrate some time on that).

I am getting a lot of work done on my redesign course, more in the last couple weeks than I did all summer. The kitchen did keep me busy, but that's no excuse. I must learn to multi-task better. I am expecting my next "box o'goodies" from the school and I've got a couple assignments left to do from the first box. After I'm done that, I get to send it away and get it marked. That should be interesting, I'll get to see if I'm on the right track.

Hmm, wrote a lot. Guess I needed this. I do feel a bit better.

Counter

2009-08-18T23:46:00.000-06:00

I got my counter back! *random glee sounds*

VCC

2009-08-18T23:30:00.003-06:00

I walked to VCC this afternoon to sign up for the Colour Theory course. Well, so far I applied to be in the course and am waiting to be registered. My application is on some ladies' desk at the moment, so I guess now I'm just waiting for a phone call.

Reading by the beach

2009-08-14T11:42:00.000-06:00

I started "All About Colour" yesterday. Loving it so far, so much information, and the pages are different colours depending on which one she's discussing. Makes sense, I can't see a book like that with just boring old white pages. Not that white is boring, I'm learning that too. I'm right before the section about mauve, which is amusing to me, as it's an ongoing discussion with my boyfriend about what it is. I can show him the mauve pages when he gets home from Alberta. There's also a book about mauve I'm interested in, that she mentions in her book.

I spent a good 90 minutes on English Bay, sitting on a bench reading this book(enjoying the sunset!). It was nice and relaxing, which is exactly what I needed after being cooped up all day. My doing, really, but after I got home, I felt so energized that I did work on my redesign course and finished that colour scheme assignment that was giving me trouble earlier this week. I feel confident in my choices. I started on the next assignment, which is a fun one. They want me to pick three colours out of a magazine and try to match them with the watercolours they include in the package. It was interesting, but definitely harder than I thought. I only matched one of my colours last night. I'm going to try the other two again today, but I may end up picking two new colours. That's probably not the best choice. Ooh, maybe I'll grab some paint chips, it's insanely hard to find a perfect little square without text in it in a magazine. Okay, maybe things are only hard when you're looking specifically for them.

At the start of the book, Mrs. Lindsay puts forward the question, "what is colour?". There are so many different answers. She asks the reader, just before the halfway mark, the question again. We're supposed to write down our answer and look at it again after we've finished the entire book. Now, I'm not sure I have an answer, even with all the information she's given. This is definitely a question I will carry with me over time and have a different answer for in every stage of my life.

A New Look

2009-08-12T22:54:00.004-06:00

I'm trying out a new layout. I really needed a change and wanted something brighter. I love teal and turquoise, so I was looking at a few blog templates and found this. The colour makes me happy and I keep seeing it on walls in magazines. Hopefully, one day when I have a house of my own, I can have a turquoise room. For all you turquoise lovers, you should definitely check out House of Turquoise. Careful though, you may be drooling by the second post! Cheers!

Later: I'm pretty sure I can't get my counter back. I don't remember how I got it on here the first time, and I've tried a couple things tonight. It'll still count my hits, but I liked having the little kitty at the bottom of my blog. *sigh* Oh well. :o)

More books

2009-08-12T01:10:00.000-06:00

I bought Janice Lindsays', "All About Colour" today. I found it at Book Warehouse on Davie street after my hair appointment with Amber. I, of course, felt fabulous and beautiful. I wandered in and was excited when I saw it. I can't wait to dig into all that information about the history of colour and learn. I know I probably shouldn't be buying too many things, I just consider things like this to be investments in my future. I really want to learn all I can about colour and design.

By the way, Maria has a fantastic interview with Janice on her blog.

Design fate?

2009-08-11T11:07:00.004-06:00

I was at Safeway yesterday and stopped by the magazine rack. I spotted House Beautiful first, which made me extremely happy, and than I saw....Domino. Just sitting there, looking all like it's supposed to be there. Which is odd, because it doesn't exist anymore. I was so excited, I just grabbed it and scurried away like I was hiding some special. Which now, I just might be. After I got home, I took a look at the cover, and guess what? March 2009! I think it was the last issue. How strange that Safeway would even have it, but maybe it was waiting for me. What do you think?

Help?

2009-08-09T21:20:00.002-06:00

I bought five design magazines yesterday. It's for my redesign course, I'm not being crazy. My current assignment is looking for examples of colour schemes. I need 2 examples of complementary, adjacent and monochromatic colour schemes. I'm not asking you to do my homework for me, I just wanted advice. I've found one of each so far, but I feel as if I'm just not seeing it. There are tons of pictures of rooms, and I would assume that all of these schemes would be in there. But I'm just not seeing it. I'm not sure if I'm just looking too closely. I've turned down so many pictures, just because they didn't quite fit what I was looking for.

How hard should it be to find a complementary colour scheme? I see a room with blue in it, but since there's no orange, I turn the page. Am I missing something? Am I supposed to be including every single thing in the room? I'm a bit lost here, if my designer friends(can I call you friends if I know none of you in person? One day, hopefully.) can give me some advice that would be wonderful. I'm sure anything you dispense, I will take into consideration.

All settled

2009-08-07T18:40:00.001-06:00

Alright, stealing a bit of wireless internet at the moment. Shaw hasn't called us yet, so I'm just jumping on and trying to communicate with the world. Hello world.

Holy cow, I have five followers! Hello new people, it's a joy to have you. Hope you're not too bored with my posts. Okay, just being self-deprecating. But I'm back in Vancouver, and we have the most amazing views from our apartment. So far, so good. Love living in the West End, I can tell we're going to enjoy it.

If I can get my printer back from Krishna's cousin, I can print off my resume and drop it off at a paint store two and a half blocks away from the apartment. I'm not sure if it's an official Benjamin Moore store or they just carry it and nothing else. Either way, it's closer than the other Benjamin Moore store about 12-13 blocks away, which I'm not sure I want to do. My calves hurt just thinking about it. I'll figure it out after I've updated my resume. I'll probably end up dropping a resume off at both stores. I have to call Vancouver Community College about Maria's Colour Theory course in the next couple weeks.

Krishna is leaving for Wainwright tomorrow. He won't be back until the 24th, so I have the place to myself. Yay? Ah well, I can rent movies until I have television. And I brought a whole bunch of books. I really can't get bored. If I ever say I'm bored, remind me that I'm living next to the ocean and I can go do about a million things in this neighbourhood. I do love the possibilities. I can go for a walk, hang out by the ocean, go window shopping on Robson, etc, etc, awesomeness.

Don't know when I'll be blogging again, but I will try to keep you all updated if I get a job. Okay, enough babbling, hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!

Kitchen Project - Accomplished!

2009-07-27T12:12:00.005-06:00

I finished the kitchen a couple days ago, but this weekend was so busy that I didn't have time to post the pictures. So here they are, the empty(but finished) kitchen, before I started putting things back in.

As you can see, the walls went from this "wonderful" peachy colour to a nice, clean white. I say wonderful sarcastically as nobody ever liked the colour as it definitely wasn't the same as the paint chip mom picked out. Just realized though that the white in the picture below looks really gray, which is due to the lighting and where I was standing when I took it. The picture above is definitely what it does look like and I think the blue and white brighten up the kitchen a lot.

In other news, I'm going back to Vancouver on Friday. I'm looking forward to it, I'm excited to move into our new apartment, finding a new job and a friend will be moving out there as well at the end of August. We'll be staying for at least a year, with the occasional visit home for the holidays. My birthday is at the end of September, so this should be interesting celebrating it with a different crowd. It'll kind of suck that I won't be with my parents, but that's life, right? I've had a good summer being home and reconnecting, so now I'm alright to move on again. I know I'll always have my bedroom here, and that I'm always welcome to return.

Before and After - Kitchen

2009-07-22T10:49:00.003-06:00

I've had a request for pictures. This first picture is a refresher for everyone, a "before" picture, if you will.

This is what it looks like today. The colour on the cabinets is called "Water Blue", from Cloverdale Paints. I'm almost finished all the cabinets. I have to spray paint the hinges. They're a copper colour now, but I have a silver spray paint that makes them a bit sparkly, but not overly. I'm betting I can get to the walls today, finally crack open a colour called "Panda White".

I didn't have to buy new hardware because we had grey plastic handles already, and why spend money when you don't need to?

Almost!

2009-07-21T15:58:00.003-06:00

Almost done the cabinets, only two left. After that, I can start on the wall. I'm hoping to have everything done in the kitchen(painted, everything put back in the cupboards) by the end of the week. That way I can have some time to organize myself, as Krishna and I are driving back to Vancouver Friday the 31st. I've spent so much time working on the house that I only really unpacked a couple days ago. Mainly because I didn't have anywhere to my clothes, but that's fixed now. I moved a six drawer bureau from the guest bedroom to mine, and finally(finally!) put my clothes away. It'll be short, but it was worth it. It's the principal that matters, not the time. More to be done, but I'll be taking some pictures either this week or next and posting them, so you can see what I've been up to this summer. I didn't accomplish everything on my list, but I feel okay about it. I still did a lot for one person, and there's always stuff I can do when I come home for Christmas.

Cabinets

2009-07-19T13:28:00.002-06:00

The bottom cabinets are finished, I've begun on the top ones. The wall will come last. I would write more, but the family is going to move a whole bunch of furniture around right now and I need to help. Chao!

Partly Painted

2009-07-15T11:11:00.001-06:00

Was my last post really five days ago? Yikes. Well, I actually did kick myself and I have officially started the kitchen painting phase. I continued emptying the kitchen(you would not believe how much stuff was in there) on Monday. Yesterday was a good day, I got three of the six drawers painted and three of the 15 cabinets done. This is going to be a longer process than I thought(but isn't it always?). I'll be taking pictures throughout the process, but that's mostly for me, unless you would really love to see a half painted kitchen. Leave a comment if you do, I'll gladly post something for whoever wants it.

Regaining Motivation

2009-07-10T11:40:00.004-06:00

The wedding went swimmingly. Everyone was happy, there was dancing all night, and the ceremony was beautiful. As far as I know, no one had any complaints and my only tiny regret was not taking a picture with Krishna in front of a huge mural of the Taj Mahal at the back of the hanger. They had it made specially for the wedding, so I can't even imagine how long it took. But there are enough pictures with it in the background that I can show people and say, 'see? that was there and it was awesome'. Sunday morning, I slept in. Monday, a whole bunch of us jumped in the RV and drove to Banff. We went to Miette Hot Springs, and stopped at Athabasca waterfalls and the Columbia ice fields on the way home. It was a long day, but very well worth it. Lots of fun family time. We got home around 3:30-4:00 Tuesday morning. We all went straight to bed, as you can imagine. I came home with my parents Tuesday afternoon and it's good to be home.

I haven't done much since I got home, only really cleaning up the guest bedroom a bit and putting stuff back in the closet. I think mom wants to put in one of those self-standing wardrobes instead of putting the rod back in. We just need that (and a big plastic tub for the quilts) and then we can put the clothes back in. Right now, they're all hung on my bathroom shower curtain rod, thereby blocking the window and stealing my light. Which isn't hugely important, nobody uses that shower so that's my only "problem" with the clothes being there.

I'm going to buckle down and concentrate on the kitchen project, as that is of the highest priority right now. Today I'm going to finish cleaning it out, do a bit of vacuuming and cleaning, then hopefully have some time to sand the cabinets down because paint sticks to stuff better if it has bumps to attach itself too. Which I didn't know, so I learned something last night. I also have to work on my design course. I'm worried that I lost my motivation, but I realize that I simply have to9 kick myself in my butt and get moving. Wish me luck, there should be more pictures as the project progresses.

Taking a Wedding Break

2009-07-01T11:51:00.004-06:00

I'll be going into the city tonight to stay at Krishna's house for the next few days. His brothers' wedding is on Saturday, but of course, there are so many events beforehand. I'm a bit anxious to be away from the house for so long, as I have a million things to do, but I have to say that I'm also glad to be going. I need a break and usually I don't let myself realize this until I'm completely frazzled and at the end of my rope. I hate to say it, but I'm overwhelmed. I'm doing a lot of the work alone, and not only do I not know what I'm doing half the time, I don't have a definite list of things I need to do. Mom mentioned this to me last night, and before I went to bed, I made a task list. It was easier than I thought, but also longer than I thought. I fear that I won't get everything done, but that's just my personality jumping out at me. I don't have to get everything done, and I'm okay with that. I'm realizing more and more who I am as a person, and looking at myself through outside eyes. It's not the end of the world, and I know I can do more work when I come back for Christmas. My mom can do a lot of the work over time as well. I simply need to do enough to be able to complete my redesign course.

Now, I'm not aiming for bare minimum here, no way. I know what my parents need the most and I'll try my hardest to get that completed. They need the kitchen turned into a storage room and this will help them the most. This has become my most important project. The bathroom will have to wait, because the plumbing is the first issue that must be dealt with before all the redecorating. I do want to make the guest bedroom an actual guest bedroom, with moms' suggested reading nook. I want it to have a cozy, welcoming feel. My room will also be welcoming, as it will essentially be another guest bedroom when I am away. Right now, it's just my room. The same room it's been forever and it seriously needs a change. Pictures will of course be posted over the summer. I fully intend to keep you updated with my progress and hope that if you have any comments or suggestions, you'll leave them in my comments section. I doubt I'll be able to write anything on here for a few days, so I shall tell you about the wedding after the fact. Cheers and Happy Canada Day!

Closet Pictures

2009-06-29T16:36:00.003-06:00

Took some after pictures. I took an old carpet we were using to cover the scorch marks in the kitchen, cut it to size(which is really difficult, btw) and slipped it into the closet. It isn't the best floor ever, but it is better than what was there before, which was nothing. So, carpet wins. As you can see, I've already put a couple boxes in, but I have to wait until dad gets home as I have to cut down some pieces of wood, and I'm not skilled at power tools. I like my hands where they are, thankyouverymuch, and I'd rather not accidentally cut them off. Okay, so maybe I'm being a bit dramatic, but I'd rather have the man who has been using these for 20-30 years instead of me. More pictures after that? It's the only thing I'm working on right now, and it's almost done. I'm going into the city on Wednesday for my boyfriends' brothers' wedding on Saturday, so I wanted to get this done by then. Can't wait to start moving furniture around, then the fun can begin!